As the mourners entered, they shook hands severally with Mrs. Ryle.
Chattaway put out his hand last, and with perceptible hesitation. It was
many a year since his hand had been given in fellowship to Mrs. Ryle, or
had taken hers. They had been friendly once, and in the old days he had
called her "Maude": but that was over now.
Mrs. Ryle turned from the offered hand. "No," she said, speaking in
quiet but decisive tones. "I cannot forget the past sufficiently for
that, James Chattaway. On this day it is forcibly present to me."
They sat down. Trevlyn next his mother, called there by her. The
gentlemen disposed themselves on the side of the table facing the fire,
and George found a chair a little behind them; no one seemed to notice
him. And so much the better; the boy's heart was too full to bear much
notice then.
On the table was placed the paper which had been written by the surgeon,
at the dictation of Mr. Ryle, the night when he lay in extremity. It had
not been unfolded since. Mr. King took it up; he knew that he was
expected to read it. They were waiting for him to do so.
"I must premise that the dictation of this is Mr. Ryle's," he said. "He
expressly requested me to write down his _own words_, just as they came
from his lips. He----"
"Is it a will?" interrupted Farmer Apperley, a little man, with a red
face and a large nose. He had come to the funeral in top boots, which
constituted his idea of full dress.
"You can call it a will, if you please," replied Mr. King. "I am not
sure that the law would do so. It was in consequence of his not having
made a will that he requested me to write down these few directions."
The farmer nodded; and Mr. King began to read.
"In the name of God: Amen. I, Thomas Ryle.
"First of all, I bequeath my soul to God: trusting that He will pardon
my sins, for the sake of Jesus Christ our Saviour. Amen.
"It's a dreadful blow, this meeting my death by Chattaway's bull. The
more so, that I am unable to leave things straightforward for my wife
and children. They know--at least, my wife knows, and all the parish
knows--the pressure that has been upon me, through Chattaway coming down
upon me as he has done. I have been as a bird with its wings clipped. As
soon as I tried to get up, I was pulled down again.
"Ill luck has been upon me besides. Beasts have died off, crops have
failed. The farm's not good for much, for all the money that has been
laid out upon it, and I alone know the labour it has cost. When you
think of these things, my dear wife and boys, you'll know why I do not
leave you better provided for. Many and many a night have I lain awake
upon my bed, fretting, and planning, and hoping, all for your sakes.
Perhaps if that bull had spared me to old age, I might have left you
better off.
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