"What _right_ have they so to dispose of me?" he soliloquised, alluding,
it must be confessed, to the trio, Chattaway, Mrs. Ryle, and Apperley.
"They _know_ that if my father had lived, they would not have dared to
urge my being put to it. I wonder what it will end in? I wonder whether
I shall have to be at it always? It is _not_ right to put a poor fellow
to what he hates most of all in life, and will hate for ever and for
ever."
He gazed out at the low stretch of land lying under the night sky,
looking as desolate as he. "I'd rather go for a sailor!" broke from him
in his despair; "rather----"
A hand on his shoulder caused him to start and turn. There stood Nora.
"If I didn't say one of you boys was out of bed! What's this, George?
What are you doing?--trying to catch your death at the open window."
"As good catch my death, for all I see, as live in the world, now," was
George's answer.
"As good be a young simpleton and confess it," retorted Nora, angrily.
"What's the matter?"
"Why should they force me to that horrible place at Barmester?" cried
George, following up his thoughts, rather than answering Nora. "I wish
Chattaway had been a thousand miles away first! What business has he to
interfere about me?"
"I wish I was queen at odd moments, when work seems coming in seven ways
at once, and only one pair of hands to do it," quoth Nora.
George turned from the window. "Nora, look here! You know I am a
gentleman born and bred: _is_ it right to put me to it?"
Nora evaded an answer. She felt nearly as much as the boy did; but she
saw no way of escape for him, and therefore would not oppose it.
There was no way of escape. Chattaway had decided it, Mrs. Ryle had
acquiesced, and George was conducted to the new house, and took up his
abode in it, rebellious feelings choking his heart, rebellious words
rising to his lips.
But he did his utmost to beat down rebellion. The charge of his dead
father was ever before him, and George was mindful of it. He felt as one
crushed under a weight of despair; as one who had been rudely thrust
from his proper place on earth: but he constantly battled with himself
and his wrongs, and strove to make the best of it. How bitter the
struggle, none save himself knew: its remembrance would never die out
from memory.
The new work seemed terrible; not for its amount, though that was great;
but from its nature. To help make up this parcel, to undo that; to take
down these goods, to put up others. He ran to the post with letters--and
that was a delightful phase of his life, compared with the rest--he
carried out brown paper parcels. He had to stand behind the counter, and
roll and unroll goods, and measure tapes and ribbons. You will readily
conceive what all this was to a proud boy. George might have run away
from it altogether, but that the image of that table in the
sitting-room, and of him who lay upon it, was ever before him,
whispering to him not to shrink from his duty.
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