Trimblerigg : $b A book of revelationHousman, Laurence
Religion
Trimblerigg : $b A book of revelation
Housman, Laurence
Clergy -- Fiction; Romans à clef; Satire
I wonder whether readers have realized the extraordinary spiritual
comfort which Mr. Trimblerigg had derived from the friendly disarmament
of Davidina’s suspicions. He had just come through a phase of
success and public applause, with its accompanying sense of power,
unprecedented in his career. But behind it all was the uneasy sense
that he had been remiss in the protection of his own interests--that it
had been a tight squeeze, and that only by the kind favour of Heaven
had he got through not merely creditably, but with so much to spare.
The Native Industries shares might soon be--as he had joked to
Davidina--a good investment; but he had blundered in holding them, or,
at least, in not getting rid of them before starting on his campaign;
and it always hurt Mr. Trimblerigg very much to feel that--even in
his own eyes alone--he had made a fool of himself. It was obvious
therefore that to make a fool of the redoubtable Davidina, who had for
so many years given him an uneasy conscience whenever she wished, had
redressed the balance. And so, according to his own practical standard,
Mr. Trimblerigg stood purged and purified of self-reproof, with his
conscience beautifully easy once more. He had fought upon the side
of the angels, and the battle was won hands down; in the process, by
embarking all his savings in a venture which temporarily had crashed,
he had seriously reduced his income; but even that, thanks to the
prospect presented to him by Davidina did not now concern him, it even
pleased him, for it was a proof of his disinterested devotion to the
cause he had championed. And so, looking at himself from all sides, the
spiritual, the public, and the domestic, he was abundantly satisfied
with what he saw. Having made good, he felt good; and elated by that
feeling, he decided that the family--that part of it which was not away
at school--should have a holiday.
In order to begin the holiday as soon as possible--for himself as well
as the others--he sent off Caroline and the little ones, remaining
himself for a few days to clear up a few ends of work still in arrears
at his central office, and in spite of those arrears, when he had seen
Caroline into the train, his sense of holiday had already begun. For
in spite of all the goodness that was in him, he continued to find her
dull, with a dullness that did not diminish. And yet, he told himself,
he was fond of her, and had never denied her anything that was her due.
So, in that matter also, his conscience had left him nothing with which
to reproach himself.
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