True Manliness: From the Writings of Thomas HughesHughes, Thomas
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True Manliness: From the Writings of Thomas Hughes
Hughes, Thomas
Conduct of life
There were many boys in the room by whom that little scene was taken to
heart before they slept. But sleep seemed to have deserted the pillow
of poor Tom. For some time his excitement, and the flood of memories
which chased one another through his brain kept him from thinking or
resolving. His head throbbed, his heart leapt, and he could hardly keep
himself from springing out of bed and rushing about the room. Then the
thought of his own mother came across him, and the promise he had made
at her knee, years ago, never to forget to kneel by his bedside, and
give himself up to his Father, before he laid his head on the pillow,
from which it might never rise; and he lay down gently and cried as if
his heart would break. He was only fourteen years old.
It was no light act of courage in those days for a little fellow to say
his prayers publicly, even at Rugby. A few years later, when Arnold’s
manly piety had begun to leaven the school, the tables turned; before
he died, in the school-house, at least, and I believe in the other
houses, the rule was the other way. But poor Tom had come to school in
other times. The first few nights after he came he did not kneel down
because of the noise, but sat up in bed till the candle was out, and
then stole out and said his prayers, in fear lest some one should find
him out. So did many another poor little fellow. Then he began to think
that he might just as well say his prayers in bed, and then it didn’t
matter whether he was kneeling, or sitting, or lying down. And so it
had come to pass with Tom, as with all who will not confess their Lord
before men; and for the last year he had probably not said his prayers
in earnest a dozen times.
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