True Stories of the Great War, Volume 5 (of 6): Tales of Adventure--Heroic Deeds--Exploits Told by the Soldiers, Officers, Nurses, Diplomats, Eye Witnesses — John Shaqi
True Stories of the Great War, Volume 5 (of 6): Tales of Adventure--Heroic Deeds--Exploits Told by the Soldiers, Officers, Nurses, Diplomats, Eye Witnesses
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True Stories of the Great War, Volume 5 (of 6): Tales of Adventure--Heroic Deeds--Exploits Told by the Soldiers, Officers, Nurses, Diplomats, Eye Witnesses
World War, 1914-1918 -- Personal narratives
When bathed, I was locked into a large,
bare cellar just opposite, and here I was soon joined by two others,
one an elderly middle-aged man of about fifty-six, and the other an
evil-looking devil of about thirty-four. They sat down on the bench.
I was walking up and down. They were an interesting couple. They
were about to be examined by an Untersuchungsrichter, or examining
magistrate, and the younger one was coaching the other in what to say.
The elder seemed too numbed to agree or disagree, though he seemed to
have a tendency towards the truth, which the other promptly suppressed,
but just sat there, his hands on his knees, seemingly deaf. Once the
younger strode up to him threateningly as if to hit him. He ground his
teeth and swore that by God, if the old man were to say that he'd ----.
Then he tried a different tack; he argued, he elucidated, he showed the
simplicity of his ideas, and how, above all, it would help themselves.
When the young one became bellicose I had felt no inclination to help
the old man. Why, I knew not. I think I felt that nothing, least of all
truth, should stand in the way of man's salvation from that place, and
that if the old man hadn't got enough gumption to tell what seemed to
be a few well-concocted lies, well, he ought to be made to, since it
involved the fate of the younger man, who was not yet reduced to the
state of an incapacitated jelly. It was the same old story: Fate had
beaten the old man, but had not succeeded in persuading the young one
that he also was beaten; the young one refused to acknowledge it. It
was blind instinct that told him to lie, though he knew with clever
lawyers against him, and, worst of all opponents, the law, the chances
of his getting through to freedom were remote. I had noticed hitherto
that it was always the young men who felt the strain most, seemed most
conscious of the inhuman cruelty of prison, and I was to find out later
that it was generally the young ones who recovered easiest. Sometimes
the older ones don't recover. A man I was to meet later was afflicted
with sudden decay of the optic nerve, and is now gradually going blind,
purely as a result of solitary.
The door opened suddenly, and they were taken out, and as they passed
me I saw the younger and villainous one look at the old man, in a
manner in which threats, prayers, and above all, the desire to instil
the wish to live were all inexpressibly mixed. They passed. I never saw
them again. I often wonder where they are. There are lots like them.
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