"Because I did not know any better, and I believed what I read in
print. We're not a highly cultured lot in the cities, I can tell
you--we successful folks, I mean. How could we be? It takes all we
can do to keep ourselves ahead of our neighbours. If we were to divide
ourselves between business and politics, or business and culture, we
would have to take a back seat in the community. It is not so much
special talent that is wanted, for getting on, as entireness. A man
must pour his whole self into the one groove, if he is to make a hit.
The whole of a very ordinary fellow is more, you see, and therefore
surer to win, than part of one of your superior people dabbling in
half-a-dozen different pursuits. Remember that, when you come to many,
Maida; and if you want to stand high, choose a man of one idea, and
that one his business."
"I know better than that, Gilbert," Maida answered, looking up in his
eyes with a fond but rather watery smile. She felt wounded by the
advice, but she took comfort, in that he was by her side while he
spoke, and could not mean it. It was only a man's thoughtless
speech--his rough way of being playful. For had he not kept faithful
through ten long years--long after she herself had ceased to expect or
hope? Had he not come back to her? and was not his presence the
strongest refutation of his worldly and cynical words?
And now, having gained, unconsciously to Maida, upon the party whose
appearance had started their discussion, she found they were abreast.
Gilbert drew towards them, leaving her somewhat apart, as if he would
join them.
"Good morning, Miss Deane," he said to Lettice, who was next him.
"Good morning, Mr Roe," she answered very coldly, passing behind
Walter Petty immediately after, and becoming engrossed in conversation
with Lucy Naylor, who walked on his other side.
Gilbert bit his lip, and Maida could not forbear a smile, to see with
the corner of her eye--for she would not turn her head--his chilling
reception by those he had been so eager to overtake, as if in
preference to her own company. They were all in close discussion now,
and completely ignored his presence. The distance widened between him
and them, while Maida walked straight forward; and not being minded to
walk alone, he was compelled, with something of a crestfallen air, to
return to her side.
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