The talk had split itself into two separate strands, and the talkers
had drifted apart, each couple following the thread of its own
discourse, and oblivious to its divergence from the other. Joseph and
Rose were alone again. She was walking by his side, looking with level
gaze straight out before, to the distant line where sea and sky,
straining to meet each other, were yet parted where they touched, as
two who could not be united. She was thinking--or more, perhaps, she
was waiting--with head inclining forward and to her companion, while
his eyes sought the ground. His footsteps sounded irregular as he
walked, as though he were not at ease, but laboured with something to
be said, for which the word was difficult to find. He looked up more
than once as if about to speak, and then his eyes fell again without
his having spoken. She did not observe. Her eyes were on the horizon
and the light was dim.
At length he clenched his hands, stopped short, and spoke abruptly.
His voice was low, but there was an intensity in the utterance, which
made her start although she had been expecting him to speak.
"Rose! will you be my wife?... Why should I try to lead up easily to
what I meant to say? I am too much in earnest to be able to coin
phrases."
She turned and looked at him. She did not look up shyly, but yet she
was not bold. Doubt, if there had been light enough to see, or if his
mind had been calm enough to observe, was the prevailing sentiment
which her face betrayed. She looked, and her lips grew tense, and then
she drew a heavy, deep, slow breath; and, like a sleep-walker obeying
an impulse apart from common consciousness or volition, she held out
her hand.
He caught it in both of his, and raised it to his lips, and clasped it
as if he never would let it go; and the boiling blood went tingling
through his veins in a transport of tumultuous joy, which shook his
frame and made it vain for him to try to raise his voice.
She thought she heard him whisper, "Rose! My own!" and straight the
tears began to gather in her eyes, and her breathing broke into a sob.
She thought, she was about to give way, and covered her face with the
other hand. And yet there was a stillness in her heart, as though it
were some one else--a looker-on--a curious and yet an approving
onlooker, but one who felt no joy at her being sought, no hope and no
elation, though it bade her accept. And then a despairing pang shot
through her. Was it impossible for her to love? But she would! She was
resolved to love--to love this man. She had read in him that he loved
her well. He was good and true; she more than liked or even respected
him. She was resolved to love as fondly and as faithfully as ever
woman had, if only to show----but she would not think of that--never
again. The past was buried. Let it lie.
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