Rose sat in wonder at the intensity of the silence. How this man must
love her! It was sweet to be so loved, but it was solemn. She felt
small within his clasping arms. Her hand was laid in his, and nestled
in the tender warmth of its grasp, so strong and so protecting. He had
taken her for his very own, and she felt humble in the unworthiness of
the self he set such store on. She felt ashamed at the inward
stillness which could respond so coldly; but the feeling roused and
warmed her somewhat, and she was glad of it. She had striven to win
him. Honestly she had striven, if in a divided spirit, which made
her blush now to think of the depth and tenderness of the love which
she had won. But at least he should never have ground to suspect
half-heartedness. She would compel herself to love him more; and if
the reality fell short of what she felt she owed, at least the
expression should not fall short in fulness. She crept closer, and
strove to thaw away the numbing chill which hung about her heart, and
was so stubborn to dispel. He responded with a tightening clasp
against the strong warm throbbing of his breast, till she vibrated
with the pulses of his perfect love. She looked out across the sea,
and vowed to be more than he had hoped or dreamed, and felt still and
strengthened by the peace spread out around her. And so they sat,
together, and yet so far apart in feeling; and time went by without
their taking heed.
* * * * *
At length--they knew not when or how the idea came into their minds,
but probably it was because a star, appearing to have parted from the
rest, came down, and seemed to be pursuing an independent course, and
to outstrip its fellows, being only, when they looked a little later,
the lantern hung out upon a passing ship--they started from their
reverie and stood up.
"The dew is falling; you will be chilled." It was Joseph who spoke.
"Let me button my coat round your shoulders. It is not thick or warm,
but at least it adds another fold of covering."
"Thanks, but I am warm.... No; I do not want it. But you are kind to
mean giving it. Only you should not think that I would strip you of
your coat. Is it not time that we were turning back?"
"Yes; we have strayed a long way from the hut. The ground is rough,
and it is so dark one cannot see where one steps. You will stumble.
Give me your hand, and let me lead."
The unevenness of the ground, and the consequent stumbling among rocks
and boulders in the uncertain dimness, soon brought them back to the
level of everyday life; and when at length, after an hour of
floundering and groping, they came in sight of the fire-glow streaming
from the fishermen's shelter, they were completely themselves
again--gayer even than their wont, in the reaction from the deeper
feelings in which they had been lately steeped.
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