"When I was twenty years old, living with my father, a poor farmer in the
country, there came to pass the summer in the village a gentleman, a good
deal older than I. He was handsome, graceful, elegant, fascinating. I saw
him at church, but he did not see me. Then I met him sometimes upon the
road, idly sauntering along, swinging a little cane, and looking as if
village life were fatiguing. He seemed at length to observe me. One day
he bowed. I said nothing, but hurried on. When I was a little beyond him
I turned my head. He also was turning and looking at me.
"I was old enough to know why I turned. Yes, and so was he. How well
I remember the peaceful western light that fell along the fields and
touched the trees so kindly! Every thing was still. The birds dropped
hurrying homeward notes, and the cows were coming in from the pasture.
I was going after our cow, but I leaned a long time on the bars and
looked at the new moon timidly showing herself in the west. Then I looked
at my clumsy gown, and thick shoes, and large hands, and thought of the
graceful, elegant man, who had not bowed to me insolently. I imagined
that a gentleman used to city life must find our country ways tiresome.
I pitied him, but what could I do?
"Once in the meadows I was following up the brook to find cardinal
flowers. The brook wound through a little wood; and as I was passing,
looking closely among the flags and pickerel-wood, I suddenly heard a
voice close to me--'The lobelia blossoms are further on, Miss Jane.' I
knew instantly who it was, and I was conscious of being more scarlet
than the flowers I was seeking.
"Well, dear," said Mrs. Simcoe, after pausing for a few moments, "I can
not repeat every detail. The time came when I was not afraid to speak to
him--when I cared to speak to no one else--when I thought of him all day
and dreamed of him all night--when I wore the ribbons he praised, and the
colors he loved, and the flowers he gave me; when he told me of the great
life beyond the village, of lofty and beautiful women he had known, of
wise men he had seen, of the foreign countries he had visited--when he
twined my hair around his finger and said, 'Jane, I love you!'"
Her eyes were excited, and her voice was hurried, but inexpressibly sad.
Hope sat by, and the tears flowed from her eyes.
"A long, long time. Yet it was only a few months--it was only a summer.
He came in May, and was gone again in November. But between his coming
and going the roses in our garden blossomed and withered. So you see
there was time enough. Time enough! Time enough! I was heavenly happy.
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