"One day he said that he must go. There was some frightful trouble in his
eye. 'Will you come back?' I asked. I tremble to remember how sternly I
asked it, and how cold and bloodless I felt. 'So help me God!' he
answered, and left me. Left me! 'So help me God!' he murmured, as his
tears fell upon my cheek and he kissed me. 'So help me God!'--and he left
me. Not a word, not a look, not a sign had he given me to suppose that he
would not return; not a thought, not a wish had he breathed to me that
you might not hear. His miniature hung in a locket around my neck,
even as my whole heart and soul hung upon his love. 'So help me God!'
he whispered, and left me.
"He did not come back. I thought my heart was frozen. My mother sighed
as she went on with her hard, incessant work. My father tried to be
cheerful. 'Cry, girl, cry,' my mother said; 'only cry, and you'll be
better.' I could not cry; I could not smile. I could do nothing but help
her silently in the long, hard work, day after day, summer and winter.
I read the books he had given me. I thought of the things he had said.
I sat in my chamber when the floor was scrubbed, and the bread baked, and
the dishes washed, and the flies buzzed in the hot, still kitchen. I can
hear them now. And there I sat, looking out of my window, straining my
eyes toward the horizon--sometimes sure that I heard him coming, clicking
the gate, hurrying up the gravel, with his eager, handsome, melancholy
face. I started up. My heart stood still. I was ready to fall upon his
breast and say, 'I believe 'twas all right.' He did not come. 'So help me
God!' he said, and did not come.
"My father brought me to New York to change the scene. But God had
brought me here to change my heart. I heard one Sunday good old Bishop
Asbury, and he began the work that Summerfield sealed. My parents
presently died. They left nothing, and I was the only child. I did what I
could, and at last I became your grandfather's housekeeper."
As her story proceeded Mrs. Simcoe looked more and more anxiously at
Hope, whose eyes were fixed upon her incessantly. The older woman paused
at this point, and, taking Hope's face between her hands, smoothed her
hair, and kissed her.
"Your grandfather had a daughter Mary."
"My mother," said Hope, earnestly.
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