London (England) -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Mr. Towle regarded her in puzzled silence. "I beg your pardon," he said
stiffly. "You were referring to what passed between us last night? I
have already told your--ah--guardians the result of my proposals, and
they----"
"Oh, I didn't mean that!" cried Jane. "How could you think so? I meant--
Oh, _won't_ you go away and not talk to me any more about it! You
oughtn't to have liked me anyway. Aunt Agatha said so. She told me this
morning that I was not at all attractive, and I am poor, too--perhaps
you didn't know that--and--and--I am not at all clever; you can't help
seeing that for yourself. I hope you will forget that you ever saw me
those three times at Uncle Robert's."
"One time would have been enough for me," said Mr. Towle earnestly; "but
as a matter of fact I have seen you more than three times. I never
counted the occasions, but I saw you as often as possible, as for
example when you went out with the two little boys in the governess
cart, and when you walked with them in the Park, and twice in the
Museum. Do you remember the day you showed them the mummies? You were
telling them a long story about a little Egyptian princess; then you
showed them the toys found in her tomb, and the mummy itself wrapped in
browned linen, a withered lotus flower stuck in the bandages."
Jane stared at him meditatively. "I didn't see you anywhere about," she
said.
"No; I took good care that you should not," Mr. Towle observed. "Now I
am sorry for it."
"Why?" asked Jane; then bit her tongue again in her confusion. "I--I
mean it would have been very--nice. I should have said I----"
"I was a bally idiot," pursued Mr. Towle steadily, "not to have taken
the pains to become acquainted with you in any way, however
unconventional. If I had, perhaps you would not have disliked me so."
"Oh, but I do not dislike you in the least!" protested Jane.
"If you could like me a very little," he said eagerly, "perhaps in time
you could--Jane, if you are fond of travel I would take you all over the
world. You should see everything. I thought I was done with happiness
till I saw you. I had nothing to look forward to. I had seen everything,
tested everything, and found everything empty and hateful, but with
_you_ at my side-- Won't you try to like me, Jane?"
What Jane would have replied, had she not glanced up on the instant, she
never afterwards felt entirely sure. But glance up she did to meet
Gwendolen's scornful eyes fixed full upon her as she whirled past them
in the Aubrey-Blythe victoria, with a great show of Aubrey-Blythe
liveries on the box.
Instantly the forlorn little shoot of gratitude which was trying its
feeble best to masquerade as sentiment in Jane's lonely heart withered
and died under the icy blast of impotent anger and fear which passed
over her. "She will tell Aunt Agatha," thought poor Jane, "and Aunt
Agatha will think I have lied to her about seeing Mr. Towle on the
street."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account