All thrown away; in vain! Alexander Hulings wondered what acidulous
comment Cryble would make. There were no coal deposits on his land, its
nature forbade that; besides, he had no money to change the principal
of his drafts. He gazed about at the luxury that surrounded Gisela and
himself; there was no lien on the house, but there still remained some
thousands of dollars to pay on the carpets and fixtures. His credit,
at least, was unimpeachable; decorators, tradespeople of all sorts, had
been glad to have him in their debt. But if any whisper of financial
stringency escaped, a horde would be howling about his gate, demanding
the settlement of their picayune accounts.
The twilight had deepened; the fire made a ruddy area in the gloom, into
the heart of which he flung his cigar. His wife embroidered serenely.
As he watched her, noting her firm, well-modeled features, realizing her
utter unconsciousness of all that he essentially at that moment was, he
felt a strange sensation of loneliness, of isolation.
Alexander Hulings had a sudden impulse to take her into his confidence;
to explain everything to her—the disaster that had overtaken his project
of ultimate power, the loss of the West Virginia interest, the tightness
of money. He had a feeling that she would not be a negligible adviser—he
had been a witness of her efficient management of his house—and he felt
a craving for the sympathy she would instantly extend.
Alexander parted his lips to inform her of all that had occurred; but
the habit of years, the innate fiber of his being, prevented. A wife,
he reminded himself, a woman, had no part in the bitter struggle for
existence; it was not becoming for her to mingle with the affairs
of men. She should be purely a creature of elegance, of solace, and,
dressed in India muslin or vaporous silk, ornament a divan, sing French
or Italian songs at a piano. The other was manifestly improper.
This, illogically, made him irritable with Gisela; she appeared,
contentedly sewing, a peculiarly useless appendage in his present stress
of mind. He was glum again at supper, and afterward retired into an
office he had had arranged on the ground floor of the mansion. There he
got out a number of papers, accounts and pass books; but he spent little
actual time on them. He sat back in his chair, with his head sunk
low, and mind thronged with memories of the past, of his long, uphill
struggle against oblivion and ill health.
Veneada was gone; yes, and Conrad Wishon too—the supporters and
confidants of his beginning. He himself was fifty years old. At that
age a man should be firmly established, successful, and not deviled by a
thousand unexpected mishaps. By fifty a man's mind should be reasonably
at rest, his accomplishment and future secure; yet there was nothing of
security, but only combat, before him.
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