Boarding schools -- England -- Juvenile fiction; Girls -- Social life and customs -- Juvenile fiction
The girl was full of deficiencies, but she was also full of
capabilities. There was, in short, a soul somewhere within her. Those
light blue eyes of hers could at will darken and flash fire. Those
insipid lips could curve into a smile which was almost dangerous. There
was an extraordinary witchery about the face, which Mrs Hazlitt felt,
although she had never noticed it before. She blamed herself for
considering--at least for the time being--that in some respects Penelope
Carlton outshone Honora Beverley. Honora, with her stately grace, her
magnificent young physique, could never go down into the very depth of
things as could this queer, this poor, this despised Penelope. Mrs
Hazlitt decided to give in to the girls, and, that being decided, the
necessary letters were written.
Penelope wrote briefly to her sister, but with decision:
"Dearest Brenda: Don't ask me why I have done it, but accept the fact
that your desires are accomplished. I have sunk very low for your
sake, and I feel absolutely despicable; but the less you know of the
why and the wherefore of my deed, the better. All that really
concerns you is this: that within the next week or so you will receive
twenty pounds which you can do exactly what you like with. You will
owe this gift to your sister, who will have made herself--but no
matter. You know, for I have told you already, how truly I love you.
I don't think it would be quite frank not to say that I don't care for
any one in all the world like you, Brenda. I am only sixteen, and you
twenty-one--or is it twenty-two--and all my life I have adored you
from the time when I used to cry because you were so beautiful and I
so ugly, and from the time also when you used to take me in your arms
and pet me, and kiss me and call me your own little girl.
"It takes a great deal to get me to love anybody, but I do love you,
Brenda, and I think I prove my love when I disgrace myself now in the
school for your sake and do something which, if it were found out--but
there--how nearly I trenched on ground which I must not touch in your
presence; for if you knew, and if you were in the least worthy of what
I think you, darling, you would not take the money. You would not,
because you could not.
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