Twenty tales by twenty women: From real life in Chicago — John Shaqi
Twenty tales by twenty women: From real life in ChicagoAnonymous
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Twenty tales by twenty women: From real life in Chicago
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Chicago (Ill.) -- Moral conditions; Prostitution -- Illinois -- Chicago
“I went to my room, had my maid dress my hair carefully, then retired.
Moments seemed as hours; hours as days. I was feverish and delirious.
My maid insisted on calling a physician, but I would not hear to it. I
gave orders to be left alone. The breeze fanned the lace curtains at
the windows in a merry ripple; the soft mellow light of the setting sun
shed a glow of golden hue throughout the room. My temples throbbed, my
pulse fluttered, my eyes burned, as I bravely battled to kill time.
Then the thought: What if he should not come? Cold sweat took the place
of parching fever, and so I passed the early evening, going from one
paroxysm to another. At last the bell rang, then that voice as I heard
Lannie say, ‘Thank you,’ to the maid as she opened the door. My clean
white gown was badly rumpled, my well dressed hair was in a confusion of
disorder from the feverish tossing of the day, but I forgot all that; I
forgot my appearances, feelings, manners, everything, only that Lannie
was with me again. As he bent over my bed with anxious questions, I was
quite happy. Suddenly reaching out my arms, I clasped them around his
neck. Oh, the holy emotions, the rage of my love knew no master. I clung
to him; he tried to free himself, but no, no! I would rather have died
than give him up. Great, strong Lannie of Herculean strength, one who
could have held a horse, or felled an ox by a blow of his strong right
arm; one who could withstand the ravages of pestilence and disease; one
on whom weak men looked with that feeling of admiration born of awe; one
whose strength, broad judgment, and kindly temperament made him easily
the master of any and all situations. But with all his bravery and
fortitude, all his battles, all his years of duration, he had never been
called upon to wage war upon a woman whose soul was starving for the
loving caress, which is so dear to a lonely heart. He was as wax in my
hands, as I clutched him fiercely yet fondly. ‘Oh, Lannie, Lannie! say
that you love me,’ I cried, all the time raining kisses on his dear face,
while he acquiesced in mute silence. With his eyes dilated, his nostrils
distended, his lips drawn and white, he fought the silent battle which
led to his defeat. In his years of physical building he had never been
called upon to withstand the onslaught which I now brought to bear upon
him; he had never been drilled in the tactics necessary to repel the
attacks of passion. I could see my victory coming; the light of his eyes
told me that the world was fast melting away. Then suddenly he clasped me
to his dear self, saying, ‘Oh, Ailene, what is it? Why can I not go away
from you? Yes, little girl, I love you, I love you.’
“‘Kiss me, Lannie. There, dear; yes, that is right, Lannie! Hold me in
your arms. Now, dearest, we are happy.’
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