Twenty Years on Horseback; or, Itinerating in West VirginiaWeekley, W. M. (William Marion)
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Twenty Years on Horseback; or, Itinerating in West Virginia
Weekley, W. M. (William Marion)
Weekley, W. M. (William Marion), 1851-1926
From the day of my conversion I could not escape the thought of
preaching. The duty of being a Christian was never set before me more
forcibly and clearly than was the duty of preaching; but I hesitated.
My ignorance, and lack of fitness otherwise for such a high calling,
appeared as insurmountable barriers. I could not understand why God
should pass by others, better in heart and far more capable, and choose
me. So the struggle went on. In the mean time I began to read such books
as I could secure. The Bible, “Smith’s Bible Dictionary,” and “Dick’s
Works,” constituted my library. The last named was rather heavy for a lad
only in his teens, but I rather enjoyed such studies. The first book I
ever purchased was “Religious Emblems,” which proved exceedingly helpful
to my young life.
When seventeen I preached my first sermon, or, perhaps I should say,
made my first public effort. It was in an old log church on Little
Flint Run, in Doddridge County. Brother Christopher Davis, a local
preacher, was holding a meeting, and at the close of the morning services
announced that I would preach at night. What a day that was to me! How
I tried to think and pray! When I reached the church I found it full,
with many standing in the aisle about the door. I felt so unprepared—so
utterly helpless—that I immediately retired to a secret place, where
I again besought the Lord for help. Returning, I started in with the
preliminaries, but was badly scared. No man can describe his feelings
under such circumstances. Many a preacher who scans these pages will
appreciate my situation. I spent a good part of the first fifteen minutes
mopping my face. I seemed to be in a sweat-box; but by the time I reached
my sermon, or whatever it might be called, the embarrassment was all
gone. I still remember the text: “And I will bring you into the land
concerning the which I did swear to give it to Abraham, to Isaac, and to
Jacob; and I will give it you for an heritage. I am the Lord.” It was
immense; but the most of young preachers begin just that way. At this
distance from the occasion, I do not recall anything I said, and am glad
I cannot. However, there was one redeeming feature about the effort,
and that was its brevity. In twenty minutes I had told all I knew,
and perhaps more. I have never been able to understand why the people
listened so patiently. They really seemed to be interested, but why, or
in what, I have never known. I have not tried that text since, and I do
not think I ever shall. It is too profound to even think of as the basis
of a discourse to common people.
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