“Although I made good money, as the saying is, I was, nevertheless,
broke all the time. I voluntarily gave up several splendid positions
because objections had been made to my reporting late in the morning for
duty, and, having become rather nervous, I practically found it
impossible to get along with anyone. I had become a slave to my habits,
and finally associated with the 'has beens,' as they are sometimes
called.
“There is not a man in this room who knows more about the life on the
east side of New York than I do. I know full well what it means to be
hungry and homeless. I have worked as a longshoreman, newspaperman,
cook, bookkeeper and correspondent. I have been running hot frankfurter
stands, etc., sometimes I had two jobs in one day. I was given a
wonderful taste of the ups and downs in New York City, especially the
downs. I certainly am grateful to Providence for subjecting me to that
awful experience in New York City, for in that way I learned to know
human nature. I learned to know that the so-called submerged masses were
composed of human beings, not brainless individuals; that, as a matter
of fact, there are better people, especially morally, among the poor
than among the so-called society people.
“I might be asked why it was that I did not find God again, when I was
down and out in New York City. Christ was knocking, knocking all the
time to enter my heart, but I had become a cynic and would not let Him
in. I used to think in those times that if there was a just God I would
not be in such a sorrowful plight. The trouble with me was, I did not
have enough sense to admit that my condition was simply due to my own
faults and to nothing else.
“During my stay in New York I have met many saintly people, men and
women who devoted their time, energy and money to the uplift of the
homeless and the friendless. Those good people tried their best to have
me converted. They did not succeed because I was not willing and because
I actually believed most of my friends who were in charge of the several
missions that I was in the habit of attending were suffering from
hallucinations, although perfectly honest in their self-imposed task.
[Illustration: PENNY LUNCH ROOM]
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