Historical fiction, American; New England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories
In the depths of every heart there is a tomb and a dungeon, though the
lights, the music and revelry, above may cause us to forget their
existence and the buried ones or prisoners whom they hide. But
sometimes, and oftenest at midnight, those dark receptacles are flung
wide open. In an hour like this, when the mind has a passive
sensibility, but no active strength—when the imagination is a mirror
imparting vividness to all ideas without the power of selecting or
controlling them—then pray that your griefs may slumber and the
brotherhood of remorse not break their chain. It is too late. A funeral
train comes gliding by your bed in which passion and feeling assume
bodily shape and things of the mind become dim spectres to the eye.
There is your earliest sorrow, a pale young mourner wearing a sister’s
likeness to first love, sadly beautiful, with a hallowed sweetness in
her melancholy features and grace in the flow of her sable robe. Next
appears a shade of ruined loveliness with dust among her golden hair
and her bright garments all faded and defaced, stealing from your
glance with drooping head, as fearful of reproach: she was your fondest
hope, but a delusive one; so call her Disappointment now. A sterner
form succeeds, with a brow of wrinkles, a look and gesture of iron
authority; there is no name for him unless it be Fatality—an emblem of
the evil influence that rules your fortunes, a demon to whom you
subjected yourself by some error at the outset of life, and were bound
his slave for ever by once obeying him. See those fiendish lineaments
graven on the darkness, the writhed lip of scorn, the mockery of that
living eye, the pointed finger touching the sore place in your heart!
Do you remember any act of enormous folly at which you would blush even
in the remotest cavern of the earth? Then recognize your shame.
Pass, wretched band! Well for the wakeful one if, riotously miserable,
a fiercer tribe do not surround him—the devils of a guilty heart that
holds its hell within itself. What if Remorse should assume the
features of an injured friend? What if the fiend should come in woman’s
garments with a pale beauty amid sin and desolation, and lie down by
your side? What if he should stand at your bed’s foot in the likeness
of a corpse with a bloody stain upon the shroud? Sufficient without
such guilt is this nightmare of the soul, this heavy, heavy sinking of
the spirits, this wintry gloom about the heart, this indistinct horror
of the mind blending itself with the darkness of the chamber.
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