Historical fiction, American; New England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories
By a desperate effort you start upright, breaking from a sort of
conscious sleep and gazing wildly round the bed, as if the fiends were
anywhere but in your haunted mind. At the same moment the slumbering
embers on the hearth send forth a gleam which palely illuminates the
whole outer room and flickers through the door of the bedchamber, but
cannot quite dispel its obscurity. Your eye searches for whatever may
remind you of the living world. With eager minuteness you take note of
the table near the fireplace, the book with an ivory knife between its
leaves, the unfolded letter, the hat and the fallen glove. Soon the
flame vanishes, and with it the whole scene is gone, though its image
remains an instant in your mind’s eye when darkness has swallowed the
reality. Throughout the chamber there is the same obscurity as before,
but not the same gloom within your breast.
As your head falls back upon the pillow you think—in a whisper be it
spoken—how pleasant in these night solitudes would be the rise and fall
of a softer breathing than your own, the slight pressure of a tenderer
bosom, the quiet throb of a purer heart, imparting its peacefulness to
your troubled one, as if the fond sleeper were involving you in her
dream. Her influence is over you, though she have no existence but in
that momentary image. You sink down in a flowery spot on the borders of
sleep and wakefulness, while your thoughts rise before you in pictures,
all disconnected, yet all assimilated by a pervading gladsomeness and
beauty. The wheeling of gorgeous squadrons that glitter in the sun is
succeeded by the merriment of children round the door of a schoolhouse
beneath the glimmering shadow of old trees at the corner of a rustic
lane. You stand in the sunny rain of a summer shower, and wander among
the sunny trees of an autumnal wood, and look upward at the brightest
of all rainbows overarching the unbroken sheet of snow on the American
side of Niagara. Your mind struggles pleasantly between the dancing
radiance round the hearth of a young man and his recent bride and the
twittering flight of birds in spring about their new-made nest. You
feel the merry bounding of a ship before the breeze, and watch the
tuneful feet of rosy girls as they twine their last and merriest dance
in a splendid ball-room, and find yourself in the brilliant circle of a
crowded theatre as the curtain falls over a light and airy scene.
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