Historical fiction, American; New England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories
“Nay, feeble brother; be not as one who hath never known the light,”
said the elder Quaker, earnestly, but with mildness. “Art thou he that
wouldst be content to give all and endure all for conscience’ sake,
desiring even peculiar trials that thy faith might be purified and thy
heart weaned from worldly desires? And wilt thou sink beneath an
affliction which happens alike to them that have their portion here
below and to them that lay up treasure in heaven? Faint not, for thy
burden is yet light.”
“It is heavy! It is heavier than I can bear!” exclaimed Pearson, with
the impatience of a variable spirit. “From my youth upward I have been
a man marked out for wrath, and year by year—yea, day after day—I have
endured sorrows such as others know not in their lifetime. And now I
speak not of the love that has been turned to hatred, the honor to
ignominy, the ease and plentifulness of all things to danger, want and
nakedness. All this I could have borne and counted myself blessed. But
when my heart was desolate with many losses, I fixed it upon the child
of a stranger, and he became dearer to me than all my buried ones; and
now he too must die as if my love were poison. Verily, I am an accursed
man, and I will lay me down in the dust and lift up my head no more.”
“Thou sinnest, brother, but it is not for me to rebuke thee, for I also
have had my hours of darkness wherein I have murmured against the
cross,” said the old Quaker. He continued, perhaps in the hope of
distracting his companion’s thoughts from his own sorrows: “Even of
late was the light obscured within me, when the men of blood had
banished me on pain of death and the constables led me onward from
village to village toward the wilderness. A strong and cruel hand was
wielding the knotted cords; they sunk deep into the flesh, and thou
mightst have tracked every reel and totter of my footsteps by the blood
that followed. As we went on—”
“Have I not borne all this, and have I murmured?” interrupted Pearson,
impatiently.
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