Historical fiction, American; New England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories
And the man? With so wild a face that busy and selfish London stands to
gaze after him he hurries to his lodgings, bolts the door and throws
himself upon the bed. The latent feelings of years break out; his
feeble mind acquires a brief energy from their strength; all the
miserable strangeness of his life is revealed to him at a glance, and
he cries out passionately, “Wakefield, Wakefield! You are mad!” Perhaps
he was so. The singularity of his situation must have so moulded him to
itself that, considered in regard to his fellow-creatures and the
business of life, he could not be said to possess his right mind. He
had contrived—or, rather, he had happened—to dissever himself from the
world, to vanish, to give up his place and privileges with living men
without being admitted among the dead. The life of a hermit is nowise
parallel to his. He was in the bustle of the city as of old, but the
crowd swept by and saw him not; he was, we may figuratively say, always
beside his wife and at his hearth, yet must never feel the warmth of
the one nor the affection of the other. It was Wakefield’s
unprecedented fate to retain his original share of human sympathies and
to be still involved in human interests, while he had lost his
reciprocal influence on them. It would be a most curious speculation to
trace out the effect of such circumstances on his heart and intellect
separately and in unison. Yet, changed as he was, he would seldom be
conscious of it, but deem himself the same man as ever; glimpses of the
truth, indeed, would come, but only for the moment, and still he would
keep saying, “I shall soon go back,” nor reflect that he had been
saying so for twenty years.
I conceive, also, that these twenty years would appear in the
retrospect scarcely longer than the week to which Wakefield had at
first limited his absence. He would look on the affair as no more than
an interlude in the main business of his life. When, after a little
while more, he should deem it time to re-enter his parlor, his wife
would clap her hands for joy on beholding the middle-aged Mr.
Wakefield. Alas, what a mistake! Would Time but await the close of our
favorite follies, we should be young men—all of us—and till Doomsday.
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