Ghosts -- Fiction; Invalids -- Fiction; Women authors -- Fiction
“What ailed your Margaret?” I answered mockingly. “Did you ever find
that out?”
“No ... yes. Of course I knew.”
“Did you ever examine her?” I was curious to know that; suddenly and
inconsequently curious.
“Why do you ask?” But his face changed, and I knew the question had been
cruel or impertinent. He let go my hand abruptly, he had been holding it
all this time. “I did all that any doctor could.” He was obviously
distressed and I ashamed.
“Don’t go yet. Sit down and have a cup of tea with me. I’ve been here
three weeks and every meal has been solitary. Your Margaret”—I smiled at
him then, knowing he would not understand—“comes to me sometimes at
night with my nepenthe, but all day I am alone.”
“By your own desire then, I swear. You are not a woman to be left alone
if you wanted company.” He dropped into a chair, seemed glad to stay.
Presently over tea and crumpets, we were really talking of my illness,
and if I had permitted it I have no doubt he would have gone into the
matter more closely. As it was he warned me solemnly against the
nepenthe and suggested I should try codein as an alternative, a
suggestion I ignored completely, unfortunately for myself.
“Tell me about your partner,” I said, drinking my tea slowly.
“Oh! you’ll like him, all the ladies like him. He is very spruce and
rather handsome; dapper, band-boxy. Not tall, turning grey....”
“Did she like him?” I persisted.
“She would not have him near her. After his first visit she denied
herself to him all the time. He used to talk to me about her, he could
never understand it, he was not used to that sort of treatment, he is a
tremendous favourite about here.”
“What did she say of him?”
“That he grinned like a Cheshire cat, talked in _clichés_, rubbed his
hands and seemed glad when she suffered. He has a very cheerful bedside
manner; most people like it.”
“I quite understand. I won’t have him. Mind that; don’t send him to see
me, because I won’t see him. I’d rather put up with you.” I have
explained I was beyond convention. He really tried hard to persuade me,
urged Dr. Lansdowne’s degrees and qualifications, his seniority. I grew
angry in the end.
“Surely I need not have either of you if I don’t want to. I suppose
there are other doctors in the neighbourhood.”
He gave me a list of the medical men practising in and about Pineland;
it was not at all badly done, he praised everybody yet made me see them
clearly. In the end I told him I would choose my own medical attendant
when I wanted one.
“Am I dismissed, then?” he asked.
“Have you ever been summoned?” I answered in the same tone.
“Seriously now, I’d like to be of use to you if you’d let me.”
“In order to retain the _entrée_ to the house where the wonderful
Margaret moved and had her being?”
“No! Well, perhaps yes, partly. And you are a very attractive woman
yourself.”
“Don’t be ridiculous.”
“It is quite true. I expect you know it.”
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