Ghosts -- Fiction; Invalids -- Fiction; Women authors -- Fiction
Margaret, left alone, calculated her resources and for all her whilom
amazing vanity found them poor and wanting. What would Gabriel say to
her this morning, how could she answer him? If he truly loved her and
she pointed out to him, proved to him that their marriage, their
happiness, need not be postponed, would he listen? She saw herself
persuading him, but remembered that her father in many an argument had
failed in making him admit that there was more than one standard of
ethics, of right conduct. If he truly loved her! In this black moment
she could doubt it. For unlike Peter Kennedy he would put honour before
her love.
Gabriel, her lover, came late, on slow reluctant feet. He loved her no
less, although he knew she had deceived him, kept things back from him,
complicated, perhaps, both their lives by her action. He knew her
motives also, that it was because she loved him. He had no harsh
judgment, only an overwhelming pang of tenderness. He, too, had faced
the immediate future. He knew there must be no marriage whilst this
thing hung over and menaced them. Yet to take her into his own keeping,
guard and cherish her, was a desire sharp as a sword is sharp, and too
poignant for words. He thought she would understand him. But more
definitely perhaps he feared her opposition. The fear had slowed his
feet. She did not know her lover when she dreaded his reproaches. When
he came into the music room this grey, wet morning, he saw that she
looked ill, but hardly guessed that she was apprehensive, and of him. He
bent over her hands, kissed her hands, held them against his lips.
“My dear, my dear.” Her mercurial spirits rose at a bound.
“I thought you would reproach me.”
“My poor darling!”
“I wish I had told you.”
“Never mind that now.”
“But that was the worst of everything. You don’t know how I have
reproached myself.”
“You must not.”
“You have not left off caring for me, then?”
“I never cared for you so much.”
“Why do you look so grave, so serious?”
Her heart was shaking as she questioned him. In his tenderness there was
something different, something inflexible.
“My darling,” he said again.
“That means...?”
“I am going to ask you to let me stop that cheque.”
“No.”
“Fortunately it is Sunday. We have the day before us. I am going up by
the two-o’clock. I’ve sent my bag down to the station. I’ve already been
on to my lawyer by telephone and he will see me at his private house
this afternoon. In my opinion we have nothing at all to fear. The King’s
Proctor will not move on such evidence as she has to offer, she has
overreached herself. We ought to have her in gaol by tomorrow night.”
“In gaol!”
“That is where she should be. She frightened you ... she shall go to
gaol for it. Margaret, will you write to your bankers ... let me
write....”
“No!” she said again.
“Sweetheart!” and he caressed her.
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