Ghosts -- Fiction; Invalids -- Fiction; Women authors -- Fiction
The short morning went by whilst she argued. She put forth all her
powers, and in the end, quite suddenly, became conscious that she had
not moved him in the least, that as he thought when he came into the
room, so he thought now. He used the same words, the same hopeless
unarguable words. “Being innocent we cannot put in this plea of guilty.”
She would neither listen nor talk any more, but lay as a wrestler, who,
after battling again and again until the whistle blew and the respite
came, feels both shoulders touching the ground, and suddenly, without
appeal, admits defeat.
When Gabriel wrote the letter to the bank stopping the cheque that was
to be paid to Mrs. Roope on the morrow, she signed it silently. When he
asked her to authorise him to see her father if necessary, to allow
either or both of them to act for her, she acquiesced in the same way.
She was quite spent and exhausted.
“I will let you know everything we do, every step we take.”
“I don’t want to hear.” She accepted his caresses without returning
them, she had no capacity left for any emotion.
Then, after he had gone, for there was no time to spare and he must not
miss his train, she remained immobile for a time, the panorama of the
future unfolding before her exhausted brain. What a panorama it was! She
was familiar with every sickening scene that passed before her. Lawyer’s
office, documents going to and fro, delay and yet more delay. Appeal to
Judge in Chambers, and from Judge in Chambers, interrogatories and yet
more interrogatories, demands for further particulars, the further
particulars questioned; Counsel’s opinion, the case set down for
hearing, adjournments and yet further adjournments.
At last the Court. Speeches. And then, standing behind the rail in the
witness-box, the cynosure of all eyes, she saw herself as in the stocks,
for all to pelt with mud ... herself, her wretched, cowering self!
Gabriel said they were clean people; she and he were clean. So far they
were, but they would be pelted with mud nevertheless; perhaps all the
more because their cleanliness would make so tempting a target. The
judge would find the mud-flinging entertaining, would interpolate
facetious remarks. The Christian Science element would give him
opportunity. The court would be crowded to suffocation. She felt the
closeness and the musty air, and felt her heart contract ... but not
expand. That slight cramp woke her from her dreadful dream, but woke her
to terror. Such a warning she had had before. She was able, however, to
ring for help. Stevens came running and began to administer all the
domestic remedies, rating her at the same time for having “brought it on
herself,” grumbling and reminding her of all her imprudences.
“No breakfast, and lunch not up yet; I never did see such goin’s-on.”
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