Ghosts -- Fiction; Invalids -- Fiction; Women authors -- Fiction
I found it difficult in those first few twilight days of recovering
consciousness to separate this Dr. Kennedy who came in and out of my
bedroom from that other Dr. Kennedy, little more than a boy, who had
wept by the woman he released, the authoress whose story I had just
written. And my feelings towards him fluctuated considerably. My
convalescence was very slow and difficult, and I often thought of the
solution Margaret Capel had found, sometimes enviously, at others with a
shuddering fear. At these times I could not bear that Dr. Kennedy should
touch me, his hand on my pulse gave me an inward shiver. At others I
looked upon him with the deepest interest, wondering if he would do as
much for me as he had done for her, if his kindness had this meaning.
For he was kind to me, very kind, and at the beck and call of my
household by night and day. Ella sent for him if my temperature
registered half a point higher or lower than she anticipated, any
symptom or change of symptom was sufficient to send him a peremptory
message, that he never disregarded. Ella, I could tell, still suspected
us of being in love with each other, and she dressed me up for his
visits. Lacy underwear, soft chiffony tea-gowns, silken hose and satin
or velvet shoes diverted my weakness into happier channel and kept her
in her right _milieu_.
Then, not all at once, but gradually and almost incredibly the whole
circumstances changed. Dr. Kennedy came one day full of excitement to
tell us that a new treatment had been found for my illness. Five hundred
cases had been treated, of which over four hundred had been cured, the
rest ameliorated. Of course we were sceptical. Other consultants were
called in and, not having suggested the treatment, damned it
wholeheartedly. One or two grudgingly admitted a certain therapeutic
value in selected cases, but were sure that mine was not one of them!
The medical world is as difficult to persuade to adventure as an old
maid in a provincial town. My own tame general practitioner, whom I had
previously credited with some slight intelligence, was moved to write to
Dr. Kennedy urging him vehemently to forbear. He was fortunate enough to
give his reasons, and for me at least they proved conclusive!
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