Ghosts -- Fiction; Invalids -- Fiction; Women authors -- Fiction
On the 27th of May I took my first dose of thirty grains of iodide of
potassium and spent the rest of the day washing it down with glasses of
chlorine water masked with lemon. I was still the complete invalid,
going rapidly downhill; on a water bed, spoon-fed, and reluctantly
docile in Benham’s hard, yet capable hands. On the 27th of June I was
walking about the house. By the 27th of July I had put on seventeen
pounds in weight and had no longer any doubt of the result. I had found
the dosage at first both nauseous and nauseating. Now I drank it off as
if it had been champagne. Hope effervesced in every glass. The desire to
work came back, but without the old irritability. Ella, before she left,
said I was more like myself than I had been for years. Dr. Kennedy had
unearthed this new treatment and she extolled him, notwithstanding her
old prejudices, admitted it was to him we owed my restoration, yet never
ceased to rally me and comment on the power of love. I agreed with her
in that, knowing hers had saved me even before the drug began to act. It
was for her hand I had groped in the darkest hour of all. Even now I
remember her passionate avowal that she would not let me die, my more
weakly passionate response that I could not leave her lonely in the
world. Now we said rude things to each other, as sisters will, with an
intense sense of happiness and absence of emotion. I criticised Tommy’s
handwriting, and she retorted that at least she saw it regularly. Whilst
as for Dennis....
But there was no agony there now to be assuaged. My boy was on his way
home and the words he had written, the cable that he had sent when he
heard of my illness, lay near my heart, too sacred to show her. I let
her think I had not heard from him. Closer even than a sister lies the
tie between son and mother. Not perhaps between her and her rough Tommy,
her fair Violet, but between me and my Dennis, my wild erratic genius,
who could nevertheless pen me those words ... who could send me the
sweetest love letter that has ever been written.
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