Ghosts -- Fiction; Invalids -- Fiction; Women authors -- Fiction
He had been sitting by my couch in the garden; a basket-work chair stood
there always for him. Now he got up abruptly, walked away a few steps. I
watched him, then thought of my question, a dozen others rising in my
mind. It was eleven years since Margaret Capel died and a jury of twelve
good men and true had found that heart disease had been the cause of
death. There had been a rumour of suicide, and, in society, some talk of
cause. Absurd enough, but, as Ella had reminded me, very prevalent and
widespread. The rising young authoress was supposed to have been in love
with an eminent politician. His wife died shortly before she started the
long-delayed divorce proceedings against James Capel, and this gave
colour to the rumour. It was hazarded that he had made it clear to her
that remarriage was not in his mind. Few people knew of the real state
of affairs. Gabriel Stanton shut that close mouth of his and told no
one. I wondered about Gabriel Stanton, but more about Peter Kennedy, who
had walked away from me when I spoke. What had happened to him in these
eleven years? Into what manner of man had he grown? He came back
presently, sat down again by my couch, spoke abruptly as if there had
been no pause.
“You want to know whether I have ever done for anybody what I did for
Margaret Capel?”
“Yes, that is what I asked you.”
“Will you believe me when I tell you?”
“Perhaps. Why did you first encourage me to write Margaret Capel’s life
and then try and prevent my doing it?”
“You won’t believe me when I tell you.”
“Probably not.”
“I wanted to know whether she had forgiven me, whether she was still
glad. When you told me you saw and spoke to her....”
“It was almost before that, if I remember rightly.”
“It may have been. Do you remember I said you were a reincarnation? The
first time I came in and saw you sitting there, at her writing-table, in
her writing-chair, I thought of you as a reincarnation.”
The light in his eyes was rather fitful, strange.
“I was right, wasn’t I, Margaret?” He put a hand on my knee. I
remembered how she had flung it off under similar circumstances. I let
it lie there. Why not?
“My name is Jane.” It came back to me that I had said this to him once
before.
“You don’t care for me at all?”
“I am glad you thought of the intensive iodide treatment. It has its
advantages over hyoscine.”
“You have not changed?”
“I would rather like you to remember this is the twentieth century.”
He sighed and took his hand off my knee, drew it across his forehead.
“You don’t know what the last few months have meant to me, coming up
here again, every day or twice a day, taking care of you, giving you
back those letters, knowing you knew....”
“You had not the temptation to rid yourself of me again?”
“You have grown so cold. I suppose you would not look at the idea of
marrying me?”
“You suppose quite correctly,” I answered, thinking of Ella, and what a
score this would be to her.
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