Ghosts -- Fiction; Invalids -- Fiction; Women authors -- Fiction
I don’t know what they tried or left untried. Whenever I opened my eyes
I sought for Ella’s. I knew she would not let them do anything to me
that might bring the pain back. I was only over-tired. I managed to say
so presently. When I was really better and Dr. Kennedy gone, Ella said a
bitter word or two about him. Nurse too thought she should have been
called sooner. A good nurse, but dissatisfied up to now with all my
treatment, with my change of doctors, with my resistance to authority,
and Ella’s interference.
“Ella.” She had been sitting by the fire but came over to me at once.
“What is it? I am only going to stop a minute. Then I shall leave you to
nurse. That man stopped too long, over-excited you. We mustn’t have him
again, he doesn’t understand you.”
“Yes he does; perfectly.” My voice may have been faint, but I succeeded
in making it urgent. “Ella, I want to see him again in the morning,
nothing must prevent it, nothing. Don’t talk against him, I want him.”
“Then you shall have him,” she decided promptly. Notwithstanding my
terrible weakness and want of breath I smiled at her.
“I suppose you’ve fallen in love with him,” she said. Love and
love-making were half her life, the game she found most fascinating.
They were nothing to do with mine.
“See that he comes. That’s all. However ill I am, whether I’m ill or
not, he is to come.”
“You noticed his clothes?”
“Oh, yes!”
Nurse I suppose thought we had both gone mad. But she came over to me
and lifted me into a more comfortable position, fanned me again, and
when the fanning had done its work brought _eau de Cologne_ and water
and sponged my face, my hot hands. She told Ella that she ought to go,
that I ought to be alone, that I should have a bad night if I were not
left to myself. Ella only wanted to do what was best for me.
“I am sure you are right, nurse. I shan’t come in again. Sleep well.”
“You are sure?”
“Quite sure that Dr. Kennedy shall come in the morning, if I have to
drag him here. It’s a pity you will have an executioner instead of a
doctor; he seems to do you harm every time he comes. You had your worst
attack when he was here before. Good-night. I do wish you had better
taste.”
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