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Our brief interview gave me the feeling that I may ask you for help
in any difficulty or perplexity that occurs in the preparation of a
work so new to me. You were very kind to me. I daresay I seemed to
you nervous and uncertain of how I meant to proceed. I felt like a
trembling amateur in that big office of yours. I have never
interviewed a publisher before; my novels always went by post—and
came back that way too, at first! I had a false conception of
publishers, based on—but I must not tell you upon whom it was based.
Although why not? Perhaps you will recognise the portrait. A little
pot-bellied person, Jewish or German, with a cough, or a sniff, or a
sneeze, a suggestion of a coming expectoration, speaking many
languages badly and apparently all at once; impressed with his own
importance, talking Turgenieff and looking Abimelech. Why Abimelech
I don’t know; but that is the hero of whom he reminds me. I met him
at a literary garden party to which I was bidden after “The
Immoralists” had been so favourably reviewed. It was given by a lady
who seemed to know everybody and like no one, a keen two-bladed
tongue leapt out among her guests, scarifying them. She told me Mr.
Rosenstein was not only a publisher but an amorist. He looked
curiously unlike it; but an introduction and a short interview
turned me sceptic of my own impression, inclined me to the belief in
hers.
I have wandered from my theme—your kindness, my nervousness. I
shall try to do credit to your penetration. You said that you were
sure I should make a success of anything I undertook! I wonder if
you were right. And if my Staffordshire book will prove you so? I
am going to try and make it interesting, not too technical! But my
intentions vary all the time. A preliminary chapter on clays was
in my first scheme, I now want instead to tell of the family
history of half a dozen potters. From this I begin to dream of
stories of the figures; the short-waisted husband and wife
a-marketing with their basket of fruit and vegetables, the
clergyman in the tithe piece, a benignant villain this, with a
chucking-his-parishioners-under-the-chin expression. Dear Mr.
Stanton, what will happen if it turns out that I cannot write a
monograph, but am only a novelist? You said I could trust you to
act as Editor and blue-pencil my redundancies. But what if it
should be all redundancy? Put something about this in the
agreement, will you? I want to make money, but not at your
expense. I _am_ nervous. I fear that instead of a book on
Staffordshire Pottery I shall give you an illustrated volume of
short stories published at five guineas!! What an outcry from the
press! Already I have been called “precious.” Now they will talk
of “pretentiousness”; the “grand manner” without the grand brain
behind it! Will you really help and advise me? I have never felt
less self-confident.
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