Ghosts -- Fiction; Invalids -- Fiction; Women authors -- Fiction
I am no longer puzzled about the “musicians”; it is Staffordshire, I
was convinced of that from the first but had to confirm my
impression. I will tell you all about it when we meet again (on the
24th), I am sure you will be interested. I want you to let me have
it. Whatever you paid for it I will give you, and any profit you
like. I won’t bargain with you, but I really feel I can never part
with it again. It was a wonderful chance that you should find it.
Wasn’t Sunday altogether strange? Such a crowd, and so difficult to
talk. I shall have to get out of London, I have a sense of fatigue
all the time, of restless incoherent fear. I dread sympathy, and
scent curiosity as if it were carrion. In that little talk I had
among the tea-things I said none of the things I meant. I believe
you understood this, although you only said yes, and yes again to my
wildest suggestions. I am only epigrammatic when I am shy; it is the
form taken by my mental stammer. Epigrams come to me too, when I
have a scene in my head too big to write. I find my hand shaking,
heart beating, tremulous. Then my queer brain relieves the pressure
on my feelings and stammers out my scene in short cryptic sentences.
That is why, although I am an emotional thinker, I am what you are
pleased to call an intellectual writer.
And now for the agreement, in which I have ventured to make
alterations, and even additions. Will you return it to me with
comments if you think I have been too difficult or exacting. My
father tells me I have inherited his business ability. He means to
pay me a compliment, but I gather your point of view is that
business ability is but deformity in an intellectual woman? I’m
sorry for this deformity of mine, realising the unfavourable
impression it may create. Try and forgive me for it, won’t you? You
need not even remember it when you are telling me what I am to give
you for the Staffordshire piece!
With kind regards,
Yours very sincerely,
MARGARET CAPEL.
No. 11.
118 Greyfriars’ Square, E.C.,
17th February, 1902.
_Dear Mrs. Capel_:—
What good news about the little “Staffordshire” piece! I am really
delighted. Please don’t mar my pleasure in thinking of it happily
housed with you by questions of price or bargaining. Rather add to
my pride in my “find” by accepting it as a small recognition of my
great good fortune in having made your acquaintance.
Out of the chatter and clatter of the tea on Sunday the things you
said remain with me; if they were epigrams they were vivid and to me
very real.
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