Ghosts -- Fiction; Invalids -- Fiction; Women authors -- Fiction
“You’ll be going downstairs next week, you’ll be at your writing-table,
her writing-table in the drawing-room. You ask me about her early life.
I only know her father was a wealthy American absolutely devoted to her.
He married for the second time when she was fifteen or sixteen and they
both concentrated on her. She was remarkable even as a child, obviously
a genius, very beautiful.”
“She outgrew that,” I said emphatically.
“She was a very beautiful woman,” he insisted. And then said more
lightly, “You must remember you have only seen her ghost.” The retort
pleased me and I let the subject of Margaret Capel’s beauty drop. She
interested me less when I felt well, and notwithstanding my active night
I felt comparatively well this morning. Since I could not get him to
take my weakness seriously I told him my grievance against nurse.
“When she hears I am to go down next week she will have a fit. I wish
for once you would use your medical authority and tell her I am on no
account to be contradicted or thwarted.”
“I’ll tell her so if you like, but I never see her. She runs like a
rabbit when I come near.”
“You are not professional enough for her taste, there are too few
examinations and prescriptions. How is my unsatisfactory lung, by the
way? Give a guess, something scientific to retail. I must keep Ella
informed.”
“There has not been time for the physical signs to have cleared up yet.
I’ll listen if you like, but after seeing all those specialists I should
have thought you were tired of saying ‘99’.”
“They varied it sometimes. ‘999’ seems to be the latest wheeze.”
“I wish you had not left off seeing Margaret,” he sighed.
“It is a pity,” I laughed at him. “You should not have dropped giving me
the morphia so soon.”
“You wouldn’t have it.”
“It was dulling my brain. I felt myself growing stupid and more stupid.”
“You only had one-quarter grain twice a day for the inside of a week,
and there was atropin in it. If it had really had a deadening effect
upon you you would not have refused it, but just gone on. Not that I
believe anything would ever dull _your_ brain.”
I wished Ella could have heard him, it would have confirmed her in her
folly and made for my amusement. He left shortly after paying me that
remarkable compliment, but stopped on his way out to speak to Benham.
The immediate effect of his words was to make her silent and perhaps
sullen for a few hours. After which, but still under protest, she gave
me whatever I asked for, and began to be more like other nurses in the
time she took off duty for exercise, sleep, and meals. She even yawned
in my face on the rare occasions when I summoned her in the night. I
tried to chaff her back into good humour, but without much success.
“Do you find me any worse for having got out of leading strings?” I
asked her. “Have pencils and MS. paper sent up my temperature?”
“You are not out of the wood yet,” she retorted angrily.
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