Domestic fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Upper class -- Fiction
In the early days of the new century divorce had not become a social
institution in New York, and the blow to Wyant's pride was deeper than
Pauline had foreseen. He lived in complete retirement at his mother's,
saw his boy at the dates prescribed by the court, and sank into a sort
of premature old age which contrasted painfully--even to Pauline
herself--with her own recovered youth and elasticity. The contrast
caused her a retrospective pang, and gradually, after her second
marriage, and old Mrs. Wyant's death, she came to regard poor Arthur not
as a grievance but as a responsibility. She prided herself on never
neglecting her responsibilities, and therefore felt a not unnatural
vexation with Arthur for having figured among her engagements that day,
and thus obliged her to postpone him.
Moving back to the dressing-table she caught her reflection in the tall
triple glass. Again those fine wrinkles about lids and lips, those
vertical lines between the eyes! She would not permit it; no, not for a
moment. She commanded herself: "Now, Pauline, _stop worrying_. You know
perfectly well there's no such thing as worry; it's only dyspepsia or
want of exercise, and everything's really all right--" in the insincere
tone of a mother soothing a bruised baby.
She looked again, and fancied the wrinkles were really fainter, the
vertical lines less deep. Once more she saw before her an erect athletic
woman, with all her hair and all her teeth, and just a hint of rouge
(because "people did it") brightening a still fresh complexion; saw her
small symmetrical features, the black brows drawn with a light stroke
over handsome directly-gazing gray eyes, the abundant whitening hair
which still responded so crisply to the waver's wand, the firmly planted
feet with arched insteps rising to slim ankles.
How absurd, how unlike herself, to be upset by that foolish news! She
would look in on Dexter and settle the Mahatma business in five minutes.
If there was to be a scandal she wasn't going to have Dexter mixed up in
it--above all not against the Mahatma. She could never forget that it
was the Mahatma who had first told her she was psychic.
The maid opened an inner door an inch or two to say rebukingly: "Madam,
the hair-dresser; and Miss Bruss asked me to remind you--"
"Yes, yes, yes," Mrs. Manford responded hastily; repeating below her
breath, as she flung herself into her kimono and settled down before her
toilet-table: "Now, I forbid you to let yourself feel hurried! You _know_
there's no such thing as hurry."
But her eye again turned anxiously to the little clock among her
scent-bottles, and she wondered if she might not save time by dictating
to Maisie Bruss while she was being waved and manicured. She envied
women who had no sense of responsibility--like Jim's little Lita. As for
herself, the only world she knew rested on her shoulders.
III
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