Domestic fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Upper class -- Fiction
"You see, my dear, it's something so entirely new, so completely
different ... so emotional; yes, emotional; that's the word. The
Russians, of course, are emotional; it's their peculiar quality. Alvah
Loft--and you understand that I don't in the least suggest any loss of
faith in him; but Alvah Loft has a mind which speaks to the _mind_; there
is no appeal to the feelings. Whereas in Gobine's teaching there is a
mystic strain, a kind of Immediacy, as Mrs. Swoffer calls it...
Immediacy..." Pauline lingered on the term. It captivated her, as any
word did when she first heard it used in a new connection. "I don't know
how one could define the sensation better. 'Soul-unveiling' is Gobine's
expression... But he insists on time, on plenty of time... He says
we are all parching our souls by too much hurry. Of course I always felt
that with Alvah Loft. I felt like one of those cash-boxes they shoot
along over your head in the department stores. Number one, number two,
and so on--always somebody treading on your heels. Whereas Gobine
absolutely refuses to be hurried. Sometimes he sees only one patient a
day. When I left him he told me he thought he would not see any one else
till the next morning. 'I don't want to mingle your soul with any
other.' Rather beautiful, wasn't it? And he does give one a wonderful
dreamy sense of rest..."
She closed her eyes and leaned back, evoking the gaunt bearded face and
heavy-lidded eyes of the new prophet, and the moist adhesive palm he had
laid in benediction on her forehead. How different from the thick-lipped
oily Mahatma, and from the thin dry Alvah Loft, who seemed more like an
implement in a laboratory than a human being! "Perhaps one needs them
all in turn," Pauline murmured half-aloud, with the self-indulgence of
the woman who has never had to do over an out-of-fashion garment.
"One ought to be able to pass on last year's healers to one's poor
relations, oughtn't one, mother?" Nona softly mocked; but her mother
disarmed her with an unresentful smile.
"Darling! I know you don't understand these things yet--only, child, I
do want you to be a little on your guard against becoming bitter, won't
you? There--you don't mind your old mother's just suggesting it?"
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