Domestic fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Upper class -- Fiction
Really Nona worried her at times--or would, if Gobine hadn't shed over
her this perfumed veil of Peace. Yes--Peace: that was what she had
always needed. Perfect confidence that everything would always come
right in the end. Of course the other healers had taught that too; some
people might say that Gobine's evangel was only the Mahatma's doctrine
of the Higher Harmony. But the resemblance was merely superficial, as
the Scientific Initiate had been careful to explain to her. Her previous
guides had not been Initiates, and had no scientific training; they
could only guess, whereas he _knew_. That was the meaning of Immediacy:
direct contact with the Soul of the Invisible. How clear and beautiful
he made it all! How all the little daily problems shrivelled up and
vanished like a puff of smoke to eyes cleared by that initiation! And he
had seen at once that Pauline was one of the few who _could_ be initiated;
who were worthy to be drawn out of the senseless modern rush and taken
in Beyond the Veil. She closed her eyes again, and felt herself there
with him... "Of course he treats hardly anybody," Mrs. Swoffer had
assured her; "not one in a hundred. He says he'd rather starve than
waste his time on the unmystical. (He saw at once that you were
mystical.) Because he takes time--he must have it... Days, weeks, if
necessary. Our crowded engagements mean nothing to him. He won't have a
clock in the house. And he doesn't care whether he's paid or not; he
says he's paid in soul-growth. Marvellous, isn't it?"
Marvellous indeed! And how different from Alvah Loft's Taylorized
treatments, his rapidly rising scale of charges, and the unbroken stream
of patients succeeding each other under his bony touch! And how one came
back from communion with the Invisible longing to help others, to draw
all one's dear ones with one Beyond the Veil. Pauline had gone to town
with an unavowed burden on her mind. Jim, Lita, her husband, that
blundering Amalasuntha, that everlasting Michelangelo; and Nona,
too--Nona, who looked thinner and more drawn every day, and whose tongue
seemed to grow sharper and more derisive; who seemed--at barely
twenty--to be turning from a gay mocking girl into a pinched
fault-finding old maid...
All these things had weighed on Pauline more than she cared to
acknowledge; but now she felt strong enough to lift them, or rather they
had become as light as air. "If only you Americans would persuade
yourselves of the utter unimportance of the Actual--of the total
non-existence of the Real." That was what Gobine had said, and the words
had thrilled her like a revelation. Her eyes continued to rest with an
absent smile on her daughter's ironic face, but what she was really
thinking of was: "How on earth can I possibly induce him to come to the
Cardinal's reception?"
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