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He hung up and leaned back, stretching his legs under the table and
staring moodily at the heap of letters and legal papers in the
morocco-lined baskets set out before him.
"I look ten years older than my age," he thought. Yet that last new
type-writer, Miss Vollard, or whatever her name was, really behaved as
if ... was always looking at him when she thought he wasn't looking...
"Oh, what rot!" he exclaimed.
His day had been as all his days were now: a starting in with a great
sense of pressure, importance and authority--and a drop at the close
into staleness and futility.
The evening before, he had stopped to see his doctor and been told that
he was over-working, and needed a nerve-tonic and a change of scene.
"Cruise to the West Indies, or something of the sort. Couldn't you get
away for three or four weeks? No? Well, more golf then, anyhow."
Getting away from things; the perpetual evasion, moral, mental,
physical, which he heard preached, and saw practised, everywhere about
him, except where money-making was concerned! He, Dexter Manford, who
had been brought up on a Minnesota farm, paid his own way through the
State College at Delos, and his subsequent course in the Harvard Law
School; and who, ever since, had been working at the top of his pitch
with no more sense of strain, no more desire for evasion (shirking, he
called it) than a healthy able-bodied man of fifty had a right to feel!
If his task had been mere money-getting he might have known--and
acknowledged--weariness. But he gloried in his profession, in its
labours and difficulties as well as its rewards, it satisfied him
intellectually and gave him that calm sense of mastery--mastery over
himself and others--known only to those who are doing what they were
born to do.
Of course, at every stage of his career--and never more than now, on its
slippery pinnacle--he had suffered the thousand irritations inseparable
from a hard-working life: the trifles which waste one's time, the fools
who consume one's patience, the tricky failure of the best-laid plans,
the endless labour of rolling human stupidity up the steep hill of
understanding. But until lately these things had been a stimulus: it had
amused him to shake off trifles, baffle bores, circumvent failure, and
exercise his mental muscles in persuading stupid people to do
intelligent things. There was pioneer blood in him: he was used to
starting out every morning to hack his way through a fresh growth of
prejudices and obstacles; and though he liked his big retaining fees he
liked arguing a case even better.
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