Domestic fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Upper class -- Fiction
For some years after his marriage he had kept a horse in town, and taken
his morning constitutional in the saddle; but the daily canter over the
same bridle paths was too much like the circuit of his wife's
flower-garden. He took to his feet to make it last longer, and when
there was no time to walk had in a _masseur_ who prepared him, in the same
way as everybody else, for the long hours of sedentary hurry known as
"business." The New York routine had closed in on him, and he sometimes
felt that, for intrinsic interest, there was little to choose between
Pauline's hurry and his own. They seemed, all of them--lawyers, bankers,
brokers, railway-directors and the rest--to be cheating their inner
emptiness with activities as futile as those of the women they went home
to.
It was all wrong--something about it was fundamentally wrong. They all
had these colossal plans for acquiring power, and then, when it was
acquired, what came of it but bigger houses, more food, more motors,
more pearls, and a more self-righteous philanthropy?
The philanthropy was what he most hated: all these expensive plans for
moral forcible feeding, for compelling everybody to be cleaner,
stronger, healthier and happier than they would have been by the unaided
light of Nature. The longing to get away into a world where men and
women sinned and begot, lived and died, as they chose, without the
perpetual intervention of optimistic millionaires, had become so strong
that he sometimes felt the chain of habit would snap with his first
jerk.
That was what had secretly drawn him to Jim's wife. She was the one
person in his group to whom its catchwords meant absolutely nothing. The
others, whatever their private omissions or indulgences, dressed up
their selfish cravings in the same wordy altruism. It used to be one's
duty to one's neighbour; now it had become one's duty to one's self.
Duty, duty--always duty! But when you spoke of duty to Lita she just
widened her eyes and said: "Is that out of the Marriage Service? 'Love,
honour and obey'--such a funny combination! Who do you suppose invented
it? I believe it must have been Pauline." One could never fix her
attention on any subject beyond her own immediate satisfaction, and that
animal sincerity seemed to Manford her greatest charm. Too great a
charm ... a terrible danger. He saw it now. He thought he had gone to her
for relaxation, change--and he had just managed to pull himself up on
the edge of a precipice. But for the sickening scene of the other
evening, when he had shown her the photograph, he might, old fool that
he was, have let himself slip into sentiment; and God knows where that
tumble would have landed him. Now a passionate pity had replaced his
fatuous emotion, the baleful siren was only a misguided child, and he
was to help and save her for Jim's sake and her own.
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