"Like the apple of the eye, Mr. Owen; doubt it not."
Blossom sat near them listening with blanched cheek. She had not shed a
tear. Her anxiety had been so concealed that no one had noticed it.
She had occupied herself mechanically in the household cares. Now,
she answered a gentle tap at the door, opening it to receive from a
neighbor's hand a letter. "It is from him," was all she said.
It was like a message from the dead! Mr. Owen took the letter, but could
not break the envelope on account of his trembling fingers, and held it
toward Mr. Allen, with the helplessness of a child. The minister opened
it and read as follows:
"Dear Father:--When this reaches you I shall be in eternity. At first it
seemed awful to me, but I have thought so much about it that now it has
no terror. They say they will not bind me, nor blind me, but that I may
meet death like a man. I thought, father, that it might have been on the
battle field, for my country, and that when I fell, it would be fighting
gloriously; but to be shot down like a dog for nearly betraying it--to
die for neglect of duty! O, father! I wonder the very thought does not
kill me! But I shall not disgrace you; I am going to write you all about
it, and when I am gone you may tell my comrades. I cannot, now.
"You know I promised Jemmie Carr's mother I would look after her boy;
and when he fell sick I did all I could for him. He was not strong when
he was ordered back into the ranks, and the day before that night, I
carried all his luggage besides my own on our march. Towards night
we went in on double quick, and though the luggage began to feel very
heavy, everybody else was tired, too; and as for Jemmie, if I had not
lent him an arm now and then he would have dropped by the way. I was all
tired out when we came into camp, and then it was Jemmie's turn to be
sentry. I would take his place; but I was too tired, father. I could not
have kept awake if a gun had been pointed at my head; but I did not know
it until--well, until it was too late."
"God be thanked" interrupted Mr. Owen, reverently, "I knew Bennie was
not the boy to sleep carelessly at his post."
"They tell me to-day that I have a short reprieve, 'time to write to
you,' the good Colonel says. Forgive him, Father, he only does his duty;
he would gladly save me if he could; and do not lay my death against
Jemmie. The poor boy is heart-broken, and does nothing but beg and
entreat them to let him die in my place.
"I can't bear to think of mother and Blossom. Comfort them, Father! Tell
them I die as a brave boy should, and that, when the war is over, they
will not be ashamed of me, as they must be now. God help me! It is very
hard to bear! Good-bye, father, God seems near and dear to me; not at
all as if he wished me to perish forever, but as if he felt sorry for
his poor sinful, broken-hearted child, and would take me to be with him
and my Savior in a better life."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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