It was over at last. The poor father—a man of forty with black, bushy
side-whiskers and a pathetic gash on his freshly-shaved chin—thanked us
all, swallowing his tears. But for some reason, either because I
lingered at the gate of the cemetery being somewhat hazy as to my way
back, or because I was the youngest, or ascribing my moodiness caused by
remorse to some more worthy and appropriate sentiment, or simply because
I was even more of a stranger to him than the others—he singled me out.
Keeping at my side, he renewed his thanks, which I listened to in a
gloomy, conscience-stricken silence. Suddenly he slipped one hand under
my arm and waved the other after a tall, stout figure walking away by
itself down a street in a flutter of thin, grey garments:
“That’s a good fellow—a real good fellow”—he swallowed down a belated
sob—“this Jacobus.”
And he told me in a low voice that Jacobus was the first man to board his
ship on arrival, and, learning of their misfortune, had taken charge of
everything, volunteered to attend to all routine business, carried off
the ship’s papers on shore, arranged for the funeral—
“A good fellow. I was knocked over. I had been looking at my wife for
ten days. And helpless. Just you think of that! The dear little chap
died the very day we made the land. How I managed to take the ship in
God alone knows! I couldn’t see anything; I couldn’t speak; I couldn’t.
. . . You’ve heard, perhaps, that we lost our mate overboard on the
passage? There was no one to do it for me. And the poor woman nearly
crazy down below there all alone with the . . . By the Lord! It isn’t
fair.”
We walked in silence together. I did not know how to part from him. On
the quay he let go my arm and struck fiercely his fist into the palm of
his other hand.
“By God, it isn’t fair!” he cried again. “Don’t you ever marry unless
you can chuck the sea first. . . . It isn’t fair.”
I had no intention to “chuck the sea,” and when he left me to go aboard
his ship I felt convinced that I would never marry. While I was waiting
at the steps for Jacobus’s boatman, who had gone off somewhere, the
captain of the _Hilda_ joined me, a slender silk umbrella in his hand and
the sharp points of his archaic, Gladstonian shirt-collar framing a
small, clean-shaved, ruddy face. It was wonderfully fresh for his age,
beautifully modelled and lit up by remarkably clear blue eyes. A lot of
white hair, glossy like spun glass, curled upwards slightly under the
brim of his valuable, ancient, panama hat with a broad black ribbon. In
the aspect of that vivacious, neat, little old man there was something
quaintly angelic and also boyish.
He accosted me, as though he had been in the habit of seeing me every day
of his life from my earliest childhood, with a whimsical remark on the
appearance of a stout negro woman who was sitting upon a stool near the
edge of the quay. Presently he observed amiably that I had a very pretty
little barque.
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