He arose at daylight and started cautiously to open the door. Faint
sounds in the passage alarmed him, and remaining concealed he saw Freya
coming out. This unexpected sight deprived him of all power to move away
from the crack of the door. It was the narrowest crack possible, but
commanding the view of the end of the verandah. Freya made for that end
hastily to watch the brig passing the point. She wore her dark
dressing-gown; her feet were bare, because, having fallen asleep towards
the morning, she ran out headlong in her fear of being too late.
Heemskirk had never seen her looking like this, with her hair drawn back
smoothly to the shape of her head, and hanging in one heavy, fair tress
down her back, and with that air of extreme youth, intensity, and
eagerness. And at first he was amazed, and then he gnashed his teeth.
He could not face her at all. He muttered a curse, and kept still behind
the door.
With a low, deep-breathed “Ah!” when she first saw the brig already under
way, she reached for Nelson’s long glass reposing on brackets high up the
wall. The wide sleeve of the dressing-gown slipped back, uncovering her
white arm as far as the shoulder. Heemskirk gripping the door-handle, as
if to crush it, felt like a man just risen to his feet from a drinking
bout.
And Freya knew that he was watching her. She knew. She had seen the
door move as she came out of the passage. She was aware of his eyes
being on her, with scornful bitterness, with triumphant contempt.
“You are there,” she thought, levelling the long glass. “Oh, well, look
on, then!”
The green islets appeared like black shadows, the ashen sea was smooth as
glass, the clear robe of the colourless dawn, in which even the brig
appeared shadowy, had a hem of light in the east. Directly Freya had
made out Jasper on deck, with his own long glass directed to the
bungalow, she laid hers down and raised both her beautiful white arms
above her head. In that attitude of supreme cry she stood still, glowing
with the consciousness of Jasper’s adoration going out to her figure held
in the field of his glass away there, and warmed, too, by the feeling of
evil passion, the burning, covetous eyes of the other, fastened on her
back. In the fervour of her love, in the caprice of her mind, and with
that mysterious knowledge of masculine nature women seem to be born to,
she thought:
“You are looking on—you will—you must! Then you shall see something.”
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