But horrid thoughts of business interfered with my enjoyment of an
accomplished passage. I was anxious for success and I wished, too, to do
justice to the flattering latitude of my owners’ instructions contained
in one noble phrase: “We leave it to you to do the best you can with the
ship.” . . . All the world being thus given me for a stage, my abilities
appeared to me no bigger than a pinhead.
Meantime the wind dropped, and Mr. Burns began to make disagreeable
remarks about my usual bad luck. I believe it was his devotion for me
which made him critically outspoken on every occasion. All the same, I
would not have put up with his humours if it had not been my lot at one
time to nurse him through a desperate illness at sea. After snatching
him out of the jaws of death, so to speak, it would have been absurd to
throw away such an efficient officer. But sometimes I wished he would
dismiss himself.
We were late in closing in with the land, and had to anchor outside the
harbour till next day. An unpleasant and unrestful night followed. In
this roadstead, strange to us both, Burns and I remained on deck almost
all the time. Clouds swirled down the porphyry crags under which we lay.
The rising wind made a great bullying noise amongst the naked spars, with
interludes of sad moaning. I remarked that we had been in luck to fetch
the anchorage before dark. It would have been a nasty, anxious night to
hang off a harbour under canvas. But my chief mate was uncompromising in
his attitude.
“Luck, you call it, sir! Ay—our usual luck. The sort of luck to thank
God it’s no worse!”
And so he fretted through the dark hours, while I drew on my fund of
philosophy. Ah, but it was an exasperating, weary, endless night, to be
lying at anchor close under that black coast! The agitated water made
snarling sounds all round the ship. At times a wild gust of wind out of
a gully high up on the cliffs struck on our rigging a harsh and plaintive
note like the wail of a forsaken soul.
CHAPTER I
By half-past seven in the morning, the ship being then inside the harbour
at last and moored within a long stone’s-throw from the quay, my stock of
philosophy was nearly exhausted. I was dressing hurriedly in my cabin
when the steward came tripping in with a morning suit over his arm.
Hungry, tired, and depressed, with my head engaged inside a white shirt
irritatingly stuck together by too much starch, I desired him peevishly
to “heave round with that breakfast.” I wanted to get ashore as soon as
possible.
“Yes, sir. Ready at eight, sir. There’s a gentleman from the shore
waiting to speak to you, sir.”
This statement was curiously slurred over. I dragged the shirt violently
over my head and emerged staring.
“So early!” I cried. “Who’s he? What does he want?”
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