“Well, Captain, you may go and tell your people that they can get that
lot from my brother.”
As I remained open-mouthed at this, he added his usual placid formula of
assurance:
“You’ll find it correct, Captain.”
“You spoke to your brother about it?” I was distinctly awed. “And for
me? Because he must have known that my ship’s the only one hung up for
bags. How on earth—”
He wiped his brow again. I noticed that he was dressed with unusual
care, in clothes in which I had never seen him before. He avoided my
eye.
“You’ve heard people talk, of course. . . . That’s true enough. He . . .
I . . . We certainly. . . for several years . . .” His voice declined to
a mere sleepy murmur. “You see I had something to tell him of, something
which—”
His murmur stopped. He was not going to tell me what this something was.
And I didn’t care. Anxious to carry the news to my charterers, I ran
back on the verandah to get my hat.
At the bustle I made the girl turned her eyes slowly in my direction, and
even the old woman was checked in her knitting. I stopped a moment to
exclaim excitedly:
“Your father’s a brick, Miss Don’t Care. That’s what he is.”
She beheld my elation in scornful surprise. Jacobus with unwonted
familiarity seized my arm as I flew through the dining-room, and breathed
heavily at me a proposal about “A plate of soup” that evening. I
answered distractedly: “Eh? What? Oh, thanks! Certainly. With
pleasure,” and tore myself away. Dine with him? Of course. The merest
gratitude—
But some three hours afterwards, in the dusky, silent street, paved with
cobble-stones, I became aware that it was not mere gratitude which was
guiding my steps towards the house with the old garden, where for years
no guest other than myself had ever dined. Mere gratitude does not gnaw
at one’s interior economy in that particular way. Hunger might; but I
was not feeling particularly hungry for Jacobus’s food.
On that occasion, too, the girl refused to come to the table.
My exasperation grew. The old woman cast malicious glances at me. I
said suddenly to Jacobus: “Here! Put some chicken and salad on that
plate.” He obeyed without raising his eyes. I carried it with a knife
and fork and a serviette out on the verandah. The garden was one mass of
gloom, like a cemetery of flowers buried in the darkness, and she, in the
chair, seemed to muse mournfully over the extinction of light and colour.
Only whiffs of heavy scent passed like wandering, fragrant souls of that
departed multitude of blossoms. I talked volubly, jocularly,
persuasively, tenderly; I talked in a subdued tone. To a listener it
would have sounded like the murmur of a pleading lover. Whenever I
paused expectantly there was only a deep silence. It was like offering
food to a seated statue.
“I haven’t been able to swallow a single morsel thinking of you out here
starving yourself in the dark. It’s positively cruel to be so obstinate.
Think of my sufferings.”
“Don’t care.”
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