There is a moment's silence, then Sir Francis turns and confronts her
with a face of sullen rage.
"What the devil do you mean?" he says fiercely. "Are you going to
insult her?"
"I think the insult is to me," says Lauraine, very quietly. "I have
been blind a long time; but if you can discuss my actions with
another woman in the familiar manner I heard you discussing them with
Lady Jean, it says enough to convince me of the terms of your
acquaintanceship. I have no desire for any open scandal. You can
explain to your friend that her presence here is no longer desirable.
That is all."
"All!" scoffs Sir Francis savagely. "And do you suppose I'm going to
be dictated to by you as to who stops in my house, or not? A nice
model of virtue and propriety you are, to preach to other women! A
beggar, who married me for my money, just as one of the vilest women
would have done--a woman who has been carrying on a secret intrigue
of her own for years, only is too devilish clever to be found out."
Lauraine stops him with a gesture of infinite scorn. "What you say
is untrue. That I married you without any pretence of love, you
know. I make no secret of it, and my mother and yourself both tried
your utmost to persuade me into it. But since I married you, I have
at least been true. Secret intrigues, as you call them, are for
women of Lady Jean's stamp, not mine."
"And what about your own friendship for Keith?" sneers her husband.
"Do you deny he is your lover?"
"No," answers Lauraine, turning very white, but still keeping her
voice steady in its cold contempt. "But his love is worthy of the
name; it is not a base, degrading passion that steeps itself in
deceit--that, holding one face to the world, has another for the
partner of its baseness. Keith has loved me from his boyhood. I was
faithless to him, in a way; but I was not wholly to blame. For long
after we met again I never suspected but that the old love was dead
and buried. When I found it was not----" She stops abruptly, and a
sudden, angry light comes into her eyes. "Why do I stop to explain?
You--you cannot even imagine what a pure, self-denying love may be
capable of! I think you have had your answer in his letter. He
knows better than to palter with temptation. He has more respect for
me, than you who claim to be--my husband."
His eyes droop in momentary shame, but the rage in his heart is
boiling with fiercer fury. "A fine thing for you to talk to me of
your love for another man--of his for you. Pshaw! as if all men's
love is not alike. Do you take me for a fool? You never loved me,
and since your child died we have been almost strangers, and you have
had your lover with you often enough. That he has not accepted this
invitation is to me no proof of what you call virtue. Perhaps he is
tired of you. It is likely."
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