It seemed to her right--nay, but common justice--that she should
suffer; but she hated to think of Keith being condemned to like
torture, of the shame that would be about his life, did her husband
carry out his threat. Where, indeed, would the results of this fatal
love end? To what depths of misery had it not led, and still seemed
to be leading them?
Divorce had always seemed to Lauraine a shameful thing--a necessary
evil sometimes, but still something with a stigma of disgrace, that,
whether merited or not, always dogged and haunted a woman all her
life. And now she could plainly see to what end her husband and Lady
Jean were driving her as their scapegoat.
By her means they wished to vindicate themselves; and, remembering
how easily their plot might have been carried out, she shudders and
turns sick with loathing and shame unutterable.
Keith, in his weakness and loneliness, might have been enticed here
apparently by her wish. There would have been hours of languor and
convalescence, during which they would have been together--hours when
the softness of pity in her own heart and the awakened memories of
his would have held all the old power, and all the long
fought-against danger. But she sees still that the plot is not
defeated, that she has a subtle foe to combat, and in all her scorn
and wrath Lauraine yet feels the miserable conviction of her own
impotence oppressing her.
The hours pass. Of time she takes no count or heed; only lies there
prostrate and sick at heart, and desolate, and ashamed; feeling that
a great crisis in her life has come, and she cannot tell how to deal
with it.
The luncheon-bell rings, but she sends a message that she is ill and
cannot come downstairs. Another hour passes, and still she does not
move, only lies there in a sort of stupor of misery and bewilderment.
There comes a gentle knock at the door, and she hears Lady Etwynde's
voice asking permission to enter.
Wearily enough she gives it. All sympathy seems useless to her, and
her friend's perfect happiness seems to show up in but sharper
contrast her own wretched life. Lady Etwynde guesses instinctively
that something is wrong. Neither Lady Jean nor Lauraine has appeared
at luncheon, and Sir Francis has looked like a human thundercloud all
the time. She comes forward now and kneels by Lauraine's side.
"What has happened, dear?" she asks. "Are you ill?"
"Ill enough in mind," answers Lauraine, and then she tells her all.
Lady Etwynde listens in silence, but her beautiful eyes grow dark
with indignation and scorn.
"It is all that hateful woman, of course," she says at last. "Oh, my
dear, my dear, what will you do now?"
"I cannot tell," says Lauraine despairingly. "Accept such an outrage
as this, I cannot, and yet if I insist--well, I told you his threat."
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