"And I would have made her so happy!" he thought to himself in those
hours of solitude when the maddening recollection of her face was
always before him.
He almost hated her at such times; hated her because he could not
forget her, and all his riches seemed nothing in comparison with
just--her love.
She was quite unsuspicious as yet. She thought he must have got over
his boyish infatuation long since, and that their friendship was as
real to him as to her. He was careful enough not to undeceive her,
for he dreaded above all the sentence of banishment she would
inevitably pronounce. She had grown so much colder and prouder since
her marriage, he thought.
The seat is found, and side by side they sit, talking of a hundred
different things that for them have a common interest. To Lauraine
it is the most natural thing in the world that Keith should be beside
her, and she can always talk to him as she can to no one else. Yet
there is that about her which keeps all dangerous allusions in check,
which sometimes chills and sometimes awes the wild, hot, young heart
beating so restlessly by her side. He tries a hundred times to
speak, and yet--he dares not. "She would never forgive," he thinks
to himself. "It would seem almost an insult now."
For he knows that there is one tie which sanctifies her heart, and
sets her far above the touch and fear of a selfish passion. It is
her love for her child.
"Your wife and her old playfellow seem devoted to each other,"
remarks Lady Jean, as she leans on Sir Francis Vavasour's arm, and
makes the tour of her splendid rooms.
He looks carelessly at the couple in question. They are sitting in
an alcove, the soft hues of the hangings and the rich tints of
flowers framing them in with a glow of colour. Keith is bending over
Lauraine; he holds her bouquet in his hand, and toys restlessly with
the fragrant blossoms. Her face is softly flushed, the long dark
lashes sweep her cheek, a little smile, half tender, half sad, plays
about her lips.
"What a handsome couple they would have made," continues Lady Jean
blandly. "Just seem suited for each other. You ought to feel
flattered, _mon ami_, that you carried the day."
"Pshaw! they are like brother and sister," mutters Sir Francis
impatiently.
"Are they? How very charming! Only brothers and sisters as a rule
don't seem quite so devoted to each other. But, of course, the
relationship and the 'seeming' it are two very different things. Do
you know, I think your wife is very beautiful."
"You are very good to say so."
Lady Jean laughs. "My flattery is quite sincere. I really admire
her very much. She is a little too grave and serious, perhaps, but
that is a fault on the right side. There is too much fastness and
vulgarity in society nowadays. A quiet woman is quite refreshing."
"Lauraine never used to be grave and serious," Sir Francis remarks
somewhat moodily. "She was one of the merriest and most amusing
girls I ever met."
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