"And as a woman--however hard she strives to cultivate her mental
power--must also have some outlet for the weaker and more sentimental
portion of her nature, I take refuge in writing poetry. It is very
safe, and does no one either good or harm, which is more than we can
say of some of our modern poets. I have never shaped my actions by
what people think or believe, and I am not going to begin now. I am
called eccentric, but I would rather be that than commonplace. You,
now, are very different. You are full to the brim with romance, and
you still believe in 'moonlight and kisses.' Unfortunately, I can't
preach a mission to you, for you are married; and as for art and
culture, well, your position demands incessant sacrifices, and the
higher good must suffer. Perhaps, after all, it is best to live for
the life about one, not some abstract thing that only has interest
for a few. The one owns a wider range of sympathy, and has at least
the advantage of being understood."
"I think no amount of learning or mental culture--to use your
favourite expression--should destroy one's sympathy with the common
joys, and needs, and sorrows around us," says Lauraine thoughtfully.
"Life has to be lived; we can't get over that fact, and to shut
ourselves apart in the selfish absorption of one special idea, and
sneer at all who cannot understand or cannot pause to investigate it,
is really a sort of sin against ourselves and our fellow-beings."
"Do you mean that I do that?" asks Lady Etwynde.
"Oh, no; you have plenty of sympathy even for those outside the pale
of 'culture.' But a great many of those who surround and flatter you
at your æsthetic court are the most prejudiced and narrow-minded
individuals it has ever been my lot to meet."
"Ah," sighs Lady Etwynde. "I suppose you are right--it is a case of
'a little knowledge is a dangerous thing.' I often wonder whether it
is best to take life very seriously, or laugh at it as a good joke."
"I should think our own natures could alone make either case
possible," says Lauraine.
"But the greatest mistake is to put your heart into it," continues
Lady Etwynde. "It is like giving a licence to your friends and
enemies alike. The purely selfish people are the only class who get
any real enjoyment out of life, after all."
"It can scarcely be enjoyment," says Lauraine. "A life apart from
love--from sympathy--from the interests of others--can never be an
entirely happy one, though it may be in a sense untroubled."
"We are having a very grave conversation for a morning call," says
Lady Etwynde; "and it all came about the flowers. Was that your own
idea, my love?"
"No--Keith--Mr. Athelstone suggested it," Lauraine answers, with
again that burning blush on her delicate cheek.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account