The weather is mild and the sky is grey and soft. The keen, salt air
of the sea braces and refreshes her tired frame, and languid spirits.
Her friend is enchanted with the place, and throws æstheticism to the
winds and goes about in a neat tailor-made gown of homespun, and
abolishes the nimbus around her fair head, and evinces an energy and
alertness that would astonish her admirers of the
"lilies-and-languor" class.
One closing evening they stand on the summit of the great cliffs, at
whose base a wild sea is breaking tempestuously. A wilder sky is
above their heads, one that foretells a storm close at hand.
Lauraine turns her face seaward, and the fierce wind and dashing
spray seem to give it a new and wonderful beauty. "It is glorious!"
she murmurs, as she stands there in a sort of rapture. "It seems as
if one could move, breathe, be free in a place like this."
"Free?" says Lady Etwynde. "Is any one that? As long as life
shackles our souls, so long does bondage curb our wishes. I never
met a single person, man or woman, who could do exactly as they
wished."
"Well, you have not much to complain of," laughs Lauraine. "You live
as you like, do what you like, go where you like, and have no
domestic responsibilities."
"True," says her friend, with sudden gravity, "yet for all that I
have felt a pang of envy sometimes when I have seen a poor
beggar-woman in the streets press her child to her breast, and look
with real love at its poor, pale, wizened face."
"What a confession for a disciple of Culture--one who has educated
her eyes and taste to such perfection that a _criante_ bit of
furniture, a false tone of colour, a mistaken arrangement of
draperies, will torture her as a discordant note tortures the ear of
a musician! So you haven't outlived feminine weakness yet, my dear?"
"I suppose Nature always exacts her rights from us at some period or
another," answers Lady Etwynde. "I have become accustomed to hear I
am passionless and cold, and find it less trouble to live up to the
character than to deny it. People are always so sure they know us
better than we know ourselves. Being a single woman, it is rather a
comfort to have such a reputation, and as I dislike men, and
patronize fools, I am safe."
"But you are not cold-hearted at all," says Lauraine, turning her
face, with its beautiful sea-kissed bloom, to that lovely languid one
of her æsthetic friend. "Don't you really care to marry?"
"What should I gain?" asks Lady Etwynde, tranquilly. "_Le mieux est
l'ennemi du bien_, you know. I am very well off. I can do pretty
much--not exactly--as I please. I have no one to control me, or
consult. I can follow my own whims and vagaries. Am I not well
enough?"
"And yet you envied the beggar-woman?"
"That was in one of those moments when Nature was whispering at my
heart. Nothing touches me like a child's sorrow or love. I have
often longed to adopt one, but--well, I suppose the _feeling_ would
not be there?"
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