Lady Etwynde only looks quietly at her for a moment. "I don't think
you quite understand her," she says. "There may be natures that
cannot find happiness in position, society, and--diamonds. Of course
it is very odd that they should not do so, some sense or faculty must
be wanting; but all the same, they do exist."
"I hope she is not going to begin one of her lectures on culture,"
thinks Mrs. Douglas in inward perturbation. Aloud she says: "It is
very awkward, Sir Francis not being here. And yachting about, like
he is doing, perhaps he won't get the news for ever so long. Who has
made all the arrangements?"
"Lauraine," answers Lady Etwynde.
"But how odd, how cold. Why does she not have some one--the
clergyman, or the doctor?"
"I don't think it is out of a mother's province to act as Lauraine is
doing," answers Lady Etwynde, composedly. "My only regret is that
she is so calm, so self-controlled. If she could only cry!"
"Ah!" murmurs Mrs. Douglas, plaintively. "I told you she was so cold
and hard. Even as a child she seldom cried."
"Tears are no sign of deep feeling," says Lady Etwynde, sternly; "far
otherwise. Some of the shallowest and most selfish people I have
known, can cry for the least thing. Lauraine's grief is very
terrible to me, because she will not give it natural outlet. I know
what the child was to her."
Mrs. Douglas looks at the fire, and is silent.
She feels irritated, annoyed with Lauraine. Annoyed because she lets
people see her unhappiness in the life chosen for her; annoyed
because of her coldness and indifference towards herself. They have
never had much in common; but since her marriage, since the
suppression of that letter from Keith Athelstone, Lauraine has never
been the same to her mother.
"So ridiculous not to make the best of her position," she thinks,
impatiently. "What on earth is the use of pretending to be a martyr?
Perhaps now that she has lost the child she will think more of the
father."
The father! He is at that moment stretched on a pile of cushions on
the deck of his yacht, the blue, rippling waters turned to silver in
the moonrays, and his eyes gazing up at the liquid, brimming orbs of
the Lady Jean.
"Tired--with you?" he murmurs. "That could never be!"
And his wife stands broken-hearted by the side of their little dead
child!
CHAPTER XV
The body faints sore,
It is tired in the race.
Do you know Erlsbach?
Very likely not. You won't find it in any map or guide-book, or
directions to fashionable spas and watering-places. You won't find
it by this name either, for its people call it differently. It is
just a little dusky spot on the confines of the Austrian Tyrol, a
little village shut in by pine forests washed by silvery waters;
quaint, old world, unremarkable, but beautiful exceedingly.
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