"But, Lauraine," says Lady Etwynde, continuing the conversation after
a long, thoughtful pause, "have you ever considered that it is like
putting yourself in rebellion against God to go on like this? All
strokes of sorrow are sent for some wise purpose. We do not see it,
believe it, at the time; but, later on----"
"Ah," interrupts Lauraine, "that is just it. It has not come to
'later on' with me. I had but one thing to make me happy; it has
gone. Don't expect me to be consoled in a few months."
"But, my dear, you have your husband, your duties. Do you know it
seems to me as if you were, in a way, estranging yourself from him?"
"He can find plenty of amusement in the world," says Lauraine,
coldly. "Little Frank was nothing to him, except just simply the
heir who would come after him in due time, and keep the estates in
the family. But to me----" She breaks off abruptly.
The faint wind from the pine woods blows over her head and ruffles
the soft dusky curls above her brow. In that dim light, with her
pale, beautiful face turned upwards to the purple sky, she looks so
young, so fair, so sorrowful, that a rush of tears dims Lady
Etwynde's eyes as she gazes at her. "I didn't think she would have
taken her sorrow to heart like this. How little one knows, after
all!" she thinks to herself.
A week drifts by. Amidst that tranquil pastoral loveliness, amidst
the beauty of the woods and streams, in the whole dreamy, simple life
they lead, Lauraine rests and rejoices in such quiet, unecstatic
fashion as is left to her. Her sorrow seems less hard and cold a
thing here; the angel face of her lost darling comes with a more
tender grace to her memory. She can talk and even smile with
something of the old playful witchery that used to be hers. There is
always something new to see; there are no landmarks here as at
Falcon's Chase to recall the footsteps of that baby life whose
journeying was so short a one. She begins to feel a little interest
in places and things once more. She likes Lady Etwynde's talk, even
when it may be on culture and ethics; she can listen to her when she
reads out, which she does admirably as well as judiciously. On the
whole, there is a decided improvement about the mental "tone" that
delights Lady Etwynde, though she never appears to notice it.
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