In great alarm she tries to recover her to consciousness, and at last
succeeds. With a heavy sigh the dark eyes open, and Lauraine rises
and goes back to her low lounge by the window, and there lies faint,
white, and exhausted, while, with a great and tender pity, her friend
hovers about, speaking soothing words, and asking nothing of the
cause of this strange fainting fit. She can guess it well enough.
Half an hour passes. Then Lauraine lifts her head with a little
languid smile.
"You must think me very foolish," she says.
"Why should I?" asks Lady Etwynde, simply. "My dear, I think I know
what is troubling you. I have known it long. Do not speak of it
unless you wish, if it pains you in any way. But be sure of my
sympathy always."
"I am sure of it," answers Lauraine. "I think I have never made a
friend of any woman but you. You are always so good, and one always
feels one can trust you. But you are right. Something _is_
troubling me very much. I feel to-night as if life was altogether
too hard!"
"Who of us does not feel _that_ at some time or other?" says Lady
Etwynde, sadly. "A time when to look back or to look forward seems
alike equally hard; for during the one we think of what 'might have
been,' and during the other we dread to think what _may_ be. There
are two very sad things in this life: the waste of love, the dearth
of happiness. Both of these are with you now. They were with me
once. But I lived through the struggle, and you will do the same.
You think it is impossible now. Ah, my dear, so did I; so does every
one who suffers. And yet physical force drags us on whether we will
or not."
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