Two banks of the Seine (Les Deux Rives)Vandérem, Fernand
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Two banks of the Seine (Les Deux Rives)
Vandérem, Fernand
Paris (France) -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
Love troubles, Mme. Chambannes! The master's friendship rebelled against
such a foolish calumny. Coquettish, frivolous, childish--she might be
that; but in love, his little pupil, never! Not to him could they come
with such inventions, to him who knew her well, who had been studying
her and judging her for nearly four months. The only young man who was
in a position to court her, the tall Gerald de Meuze, hardly seemed with
those languid ways and that tired expression of his, the hero who was at
all likely to captivate such a vivacious, sprightly nature. At the most
only a robust officer, an ardent young poet or an illustrious musician
might have a faint chance, not to seduce her, but perhaps to trouble her
thoughts. Not without a secret feeling of relief, M. Raindal admitted to
himself that there was no such favored one about Mme. Chambannes.
Nevertheless, as he came to these conclusions a melancholy feeling
suddenly brought him down from the heights again. He remembered his
arrival in the rue de Prony, the empty house and the outrageous
treatment accorded him. How little she must have cared for him to have
forgotten him so! How very low and precarious must be his place in her
affections and her thoughts. How much he had over-estimated the
influence and the attraction which he exercised upon her.
He resolved for the sake of his dignity not to answer her letter, but
every day that passed without bringing him news shook the proud
resolution. Where was she? How did she spend her days and her evenings?
Why did she not call him to her?
He would sometime lift himself up out of his misery by some sudden
flight of vanity. He swore that he would never again condescend to take
any notice of such trifling inquiries which proved so humiliating for a
superior mind like his. He was close to the precipitous regions where
floats the pure breeze of eternity; but he did not remain very long
making plans alone on those calm heights. After a little while the light
image of Zozé soared up to join him and he would sigh as he saw her
again. A sudden clearness of sight revealed to him how strongly attached
he was to his little pupil. He shrugged his shoulders, recalled his
grievances against Mme. Chambannes and attempted to disdain her. The
effort was vain. He wished to feel contempt and resentment, but she
inspired him with nothing but regret.
In the midst of his disquietude he found no solace but in work on the
new book which he was preparing: a book, as he told Thérèse, which might
possibly share the success of the previous one.... I say no more now....
I am waiting for the idea to ripen.... You will see.... It is not
bad....
Again he paced his study, his hands behind his back, his head bent
forward as if it were reaching out towards the runaway flock of his
ideas.
The provisional title of the book was: _The Idlers of Ancient Egypt._ It
would be a moral study supported by historical documents rather than a
work of erudition.
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