Two banks of the Seine (Les Deux Rives)Vandérem, Fernand
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Two banks of the Seine (Les Deux Rives)
Vandérem, Fernand
Paris (France) -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
"Yet, it is the case!" Thérèse said. "You knew some of our anxieties
already before this morning's scene. Now you know everything!... I came
to you as a trusted friend.... I have absolute faith in your
discretion, your judgment, and your affection.... Answer me
straightforwardly.... What would you do in our place?"
Boerzell lifted his arms in a gesture of despair:
"Ah! mademoiselle!... You will tell me that I am choosing a very bad
moment to reproach you ... yet you must agree that, had you been more
indulgent and merciful, we should not find ourselves in such a
distressing position to-day!..."
"How is that?" Thérèse asked.
"Well! I kept my promise, I kept it religiously.... I never spoke of
marriage to you.... Many chances offered themselves to me for doing
so.... I took advantage of none of them.... I was counting on your own
heart to release me some day from my oath.... The more I came into your
intimacy, and the more my hopes were strengthened.... Well! I deplore my
patience.... I am sorry for my faithfulness.... If I had overcome them,
I may presume that we would be married by now ... and once I were your
husband, I could take a part in your family dissensions, I could discuss
matters with M. Raindal; I might have persuaded him, caused him to
change.... But to-day, as things are, what can I do? Nothing ...
nothing, even less than nothing!... At my first words, M. Raindal would
show me the door. Ah! mademoiselle, here you have a case, alas! a very
painful one, where this marriage which you scorned so much might have
proved of use to you!"
He walked up and down the room, knocking against the table and the
chairs, which he put back in place each time.
Thérèse murmured:
"Outside this marriage, do you see any other solution?"
"No, mademoiselle!" Boerzell replied feverishly.... "I am neither
related nor allied to you.... I have no hold on your father." He sighed
deeply: "And to think that I would throw myself into the fire for your
sake! I would sacrifice everything for you, anything that you might ask
me to--and see now to what I am reduced!... To sending you away as if
you were a beggar, a stranger come to beg from me!... I have not even
the consolation of giving you my advice left.... Your father is the
master.... You have nothing to do but to bow, and to let him go if he so
wishes."
Thérèse was worn out; her head leaning against the back of the divan,
she began to cry in her handkerchief.
"And now you are crying!" pursued Boerzell. "And I am compelled to let
you cry.... If I only dared to come close to you and to take your hands
in mine without your permission, I would at once become hateful to
you.... A friend, yes, but a friend with whom one keeps one's distance,
and whom one would treat as the very opposite of a gentleman if he made
the slightest show of love!"
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